What a HOT MESS.

YOU KNOW WHEN YOU SPENT A BOMB ON EVERYTHING AND YOU'RE SO SO BROKE THAT YOU'RE NOT IN THE MOOD FOR ANYTHING?

Hehe yes i am. I've got to wait till 3days later. Gawddd. Will update soon when i get my memory card reader because mine spoilt means no photos. Blogs with chunk of words, its boring. We know.

CNY's coming and have you done all your shoppings? Im done and that explains why im cashless. I cant feel the CNY-mood as i grow older. I dont feel a single bit of excitement. I dont know why. Maybe its because you know that it's just a occasion with red packets and having all your formalities all over, putting a front its quite tiresome. U know!? I dont know what im talking. Im tired now. Knocking in soon, NIGHT! Iloveandrewbcozyourockmyworldyesterday! :o)

Fighting against boredom.

Safety @ work.

(weird company name)

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Hee i know i blogged twice within hours today but dont mind me k? Because im bored at work. Like very very bored, oh goodness. Currently working at this office with babytricia's babydex for like 3days. Doing nothing but pasteing stamps and logos on envelopes only. For yesterday, we work 3hours and the rest of the day we're doing our own stuffs. For today, worse. We only worked for 30mins and the rest the time we're like surfing the net, categorised it under leisure. Not because we're slacking or whatever, we weren't assigned anything at all.

Im wondering.. Why do they employ people just to paste stickers? If its of low pay job, understood. But this is considered a high pay kinda thing for a part timer. Hmm.. Guess the business its like damn good or something. Anyhow, its our gain! So i've been facebook-ing, msn-ing and everything. Having numerous cups of Mocca and Tehtarik for free. THAT TASTES REALLY GODDAMN NICE. Hmm the funniest thing that happen was.. The person whom assigned us in whatever we're doing, named Leonard (flat top hairstyle), said "sorry" to us everytime he enters in our section when we're doing our own things on the laptop when HE IS SUPPOSED TO "ORDER"US AND I DONT THINK WE'RE OBLIGED TO USE FOR ANY OWN PURPOSES OR SO. Weird he. Happy us. Heehee. Sometimes being kind isnt a great thing. Because people will take you for granted. But of course, we didnt took him for granted. We love him dont we, dex?

Gonna catch " My Ex " with Rowe & Sarah l8r! Cant wait!

Buhbyeeszz. Gonna grab my last cup of mocca now.

Teeeheesxxzz. Update tomorrow.

Wait for me.

A penny for my thoughts, now that im a BILLIONAIRE.

He sees me. He sees who am i. He sees what others are to busy or to blind to see. He sees me.

When I see problems, he sees the possibilities in them. Solutions where I can only see trouble. And I am thankful for that. A shoulder to lean on. A hand to hold. A person to love. That's him. And I absolutely adore him. Especially his morning smile. And they way he looks at the lifelines in my hands. How he follows them with the tips of his fingers. How it usually tickles. And whenever he says " I'll try my best ". And I believe him. No matter what he says. I will believe him. And that is power. That is making yourself so vulnerable that it scares you but you still take the risk. The chance of letting yourself love - and be loved in return.

My butterflies become suicide bombers and throw themselves at the walls of my stomach when I see or hear your name. Which is a good feeling since it is the feeling that I have always associate with love or infatuation. And that I can still feel it after three years makes me believe in us, believe in that we'll always be what we are.

We are forever.