Kisses kept are wasted; Love is to be tasted.

I'd still miss here.

2010-02-19T02:34:00.006+08:00

Okay i just realised that my picasa web albums overloaded and therefore, that's the cause of me not being able to upload any pictures here. I cant seem to delete the folders too. So im gonna create another new blog. Now that i've not think of any url yet, i'll update you guys when i've thought of it. Sorry if there's any inconveniences caused. And thanks for reading my site even though its pretty much boring. Anonymous, i appreciate you :o)

And oh, im indecisive. Which one should i get?

Blackberry Curve or E63?

Hmmmm~

Sorry, a word full of guilt.

2010-02-18T05:08:00.005+08:00

Can someone teach me how do i take back those hurtful

words that wasnt meant to be real? Someone teach me.

Knock me. Slap me awake. What was i even thinking? And

incase you dont know, i give a damn about how you feel.

Like seriously. Im drowning in guilt right now, at this very

moment. A battlefield that i couldnt handle :(

Real elation is when you feel you could touch a star without standing on tiptoe.

2010-02-13T22:57:00.013+08:00

We are all a little weird and life's a little weird, and when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up with them and fall in mutual weirdness and call it love.

Happy New Year + Happy Valentines' Day to you people out there!

Usually restaurants are fully booked on V'day but since it falls on CNY, people celebrate their twosome on fri. Now that i realised.. Town was real crowded on friday. Those whom doesnt have a Valentine to spend with, ITS OKAY! THIS IS A GREAT YEAR TO ENJOY COLLECTING RED PACKETS INSTEAD OF SULKING & ROTTING AT HOME! This will only happens once in awhile. So enjoy! :o) And if today its your birthday too, that'll be great. Because you've $ + ♥ + your big day = HAPPINESS OVERLOAD. What more could you ask for?! ;D

I've finally gotten my memory card reader and webcam. Spending alot on gadgets nowadays, but what can we do? We've got to catch up with technology or u'll still be the one whom uses the typewritter. Hehe. What an excuse, but still!

This was long ago that i forgotten when! @Vari Nice :)

This is my January - today nails and im gonna do a CNY Edition nails later.

Hehe, the time of the world is under my feet.

Free donut @ J.co and Andrewthealfaromeo did this to it.

( Its a tissue on the donut, not cream -..- )

Have been visiting Pastamania, HKCafe (especially - to the extend that i can roughly know what they have on their menu), Swensons and blah blah but its still uncomparable than roadside food. I still miss the jalan kayu zhi char. They tastes better than those. Alfaromeo, let's go back there one day kkkkz!

A big fan of branded watches and specs.

R-E-T-A-R-D-E-D spendthrift freak.

A day when that biatch and I went to look for Jayken Daniel & Jenz at BoonKeng for taohuey (not nice, i still prefer my rochor road taohuey). It was so fun that i got home at 4am. The biatch kept complaining that he's tired and all, and we chatted on the phone till 7am. Ultimate owls we were.

And without forgotting, starbucks! All time fav place.

Salmon some day with the Queen of sashimi TrinaPOK.

At White Tangerine. Earl Grey Tea that reminded me of J.

Reunion dinner just now at Grandma's place. It was not bad afterall because the ultimate bitch wasnt there. So my grandma moved to a huge bungalow and i cant wait to move over! Even my little nieces and nephew have their own room and toilets inside. Like naise only. And i'll book that guest room. Hehehee.

Grandma was complaining bout me not visiting her frequently, because last time i used to find her every week. But i've got no time no time. When i've got the time, everyone's busy. But when im like goddamn busy, everyone came finding here. Gawdddd.

Saw cuzzie Kelv and we arent as close as before. Its categorised in three category, that i've observed. The adults, the children and the NOT-HERE-NOR-THERE. So i belong to the not-here-nor-there category, it feels rather weird. Everything feels wrong.

But of coz, i saw my Daddy and that makes my day.

Hehehe, gonna do mask and my new nails now.

Cant wait to see ALFAROMEO tomorrow!

Hope you guys have a great day tmrw!

Toodles!

P/S: Our childhood memories were destroyed by a thing called Time.

Adopt the pace of nature, her secret is patience.

2010-02-13T06:48:00.002+08:00

I've finally gave a hoot about my blog and gave it a little clean up.

I've got many stuffs to update, but its 7am now.

So, updates tomorrow! Good MorNight :0)

What a HOT MESS.

2010-02-07T01:12:00.004+08:00

YOU KNOW WHEN YOU SPENT A BOMB ON EVERYTHING AND YOU'RE SO SO BROKE THAT YOU'RE NOT IN THE MOOD FOR ANYTHING?

Hehe yes i am. I've got to wait till 3days later. Gawddd. Will update soon when i get my memory card reader because mine spoilt means no photos. Blogs with chunk of words, its boring. We know.

CNY's coming and have you done all your shoppings? Im done and that explains why im cashless. I cant feel the CNY-mood as i grow older. I dont feel a single bit of excitement. I dont know why. Maybe its because you know that it's just a occasion with red packets and having all your formalities all over, putting a front its quite tiresome. U know!? I dont know what im talking. Im tired now. Knocking in soon, NIGHT! Iloveandrewbcozyourockmyworldyesterday! :o)

Fighting against boredom.

2010-01-28T16:19:00.004+08:00

Safety @ work.

(weird company name)

Hee i know i blogged twice within hours today but dont mind me k? Because im bored at work. Like very very bored, oh goodness. Currently working at this office with babytricia's babydex for like 3days. Doing nothing but pasteing stamps and logos on envelopes only. For yesterday, we work 3hours and the rest of the day we're doing our own stuffs. For today, worse. We only worked for 30mins and the rest the time we're like surfing the net, categorised it under leisure. Not because we're slacking or whatever, we weren't assigned anything at all.

Im wondering.. Why do they employ people just to paste stickers? If its of low pay job, understood. But this is considered a high pay kinda thing for a part timer. Hmm.. Guess the business its like damn good or something. Anyhow, its our gain! So i've been facebook-ing, msn-ing and everything. Having numerous cups of Mocca and Tehtarik for free. THAT TASTES REALLY GODDAMN NICE. Hmm the funniest thing that happen was.. The person whom assigned us in whatever we're doing, named Leonard (flat top hairstyle), said "sorry" to us everytime he enters in our section when we're doing our own things on the laptop when HE IS SUPPOSED TO "ORDER"US AND I DONT THINK WE'RE OBLIGED TO USE FOR ANY OWN PURPOSES OR SO. Weird he. Happy us. Heehee. Sometimes being kind isnt a great thing. Because people will take you for granted. But of course, we didnt took him for granted. We love him dont we, dex?

Gonna catch " My Ex " with Rowe & Sarah l8r! Cant wait!

Buhbyeeszz. Gonna grab my last cup of mocca now.

Teeeheesxxzz. Update tomorrow.

Wait for me.

A penny for my thoughts, now that im a BILLIONAIRE.

2010-01-28T14:53:00.006+08:00

He sees me. He sees who am i. He sees what others are to busy or to blind to see. He sees me.

When I see problems, he sees the possibilities in them. Solutions where I can only see trouble. And I am thankful for that. A shoulder to lean on. A hand to hold. A person to love. That's him. And I absolutely adore him. Especially his morning smile. And they way he looks at the lifelines in my hands. How he follows them with the tips of his fingers. How it usually tickles. And whenever he says " I'll try my best ". And I believe him. No matter what he says. I will believe him. And that is power. That is making yourself so vulnerable that it scares you but you still take the risk. The chance of letting yourself love - and be loved in return.

My butterflies become suicide bombers and throw themselves at the walls of my stomach when I see or hear your name. Which is a good feeling since it is the feeling that I have always associate with love or infatuation. And that I can still feel it after three years makes me believe in us, believe in that we'll always be what we are.

We are forever.

This strange disease of modern life, with its sick hurry, its divided aims.

2010-01-23T04:23:00.028+08:00

Few novels or plays could exist without at least one troublemaker in the group, and perhaps life couldn't either.

It's been a long time since i lay my fingers on the keyboard, typing a post here. Because thinking of the pictures uploading, resizing and all.. I decide to give it a miss. Maybe when im too bored too bored, i'll blog. So here i am now.. 4am with a cup of plain water and my earplugs in my ear, i know its time for me to update some stuffs here before there's mould. Things i've said might not makes sense here. Well, you can skip that, dont try to figure it out. Because im senseless.

Sunday

I spent more time in the cab than anywhere else. Serious shxt, its chor max. Was supposed to head to church but me overslept again and again. Bad bad bad. Meet'ap with b.itch at Yishun and 925 for the yummylicious prawn mee. It was great! Then my cuzzieT came over and we left. Becoz of some circumstances. Cabbed over to Orchard Central bcoz someone never been there before. I was limbing and strolling, someone shouted "Feressa!" Stunned for a moment, i turned and saw Sam! Was wondering how come i would even bumb into anyone in such deserted area. Ohwells. 313, taka & wisma next. Met Eliot to take my mag from him and i cannot stop laughing at him! Recalling it now, i feel like laughing again. Well i shall keep mum or he'll kill me for sure i guess.

The queue at the taxi stand for Ion and Wisma is helluva. Walked further down to Wheelocks and we hop onto any cab that is available, in the middle of nowhere. Hornings here and there, damn embarrassing. The great escape yaw'. Cabbed over to my place next and he has no mercy towards my bed. Totally. Jump on it immediately, like he always does. Gonna embarrass him now!

Hehe cute right? ( ^ o ^ ) v

Let you die no warning, hoho. (Giorgio's) Dinner at my place and cabbed over to CouzzT's place. I saw babytri and babydex there having their romantic mai dang dang meal, like damn song please. Enjoy only. So we intruders went to destroy. Cabbed home aftermath with b.itch and me luv the ride home. I am a happygirl.com today. Very harpie somemore :o) Did i mention that my card was swiped profusely? And yes, its running dry in there. Cheeszzzzzzzeballlz.

Friday

Chilled laughed drank enjoyed at Starbuckz with couzzieT and b.itch. Cant really recall what's was going on but it should be a fun day. Not that i can remember too, lol. Anyways!

He scolded her "Fxxk".

Hehe no lah, i think its "Funny ah trina?"

And i realised, we've got the same...

weird-yet-disgusting-emoticon-of-the-twisted-mouth.

Jennylyn :) Misszzzz her like hellllaaazzzz. We "professionals" luggage idiots, she says that.

Thursday

Rita & Xinyi's Wedd @ Goodwood Park Hotel motel hotel motel :o)

( Ernest likes his disco effect -_0 )

And he is very proud of his work.

Some idk what day, i cant rmb!

One of the days when that b.itch decided to dine in at HotpotCulture. Totally h8 there but he insist so we ended up there.

Siehhaolian.com loh, but thankkieww.

Cabbed over to Cathay to look for T's boy and L's girl.

T's boy left soon aftermath and we headed to Cathay (again!), The spy next door!

Bought ticz and all, we decided to change ur mind and caught this!

I rate 5/10. Only that b.itch beside me kept laughing. I dont know what's so funny. Laughing non stop somemore. I was concentrating more on my phone because........ Its making me puke if i dont get it over and done with. Hoho.

Okay i know i have a boring post but YOU* kept complaining for a update.

So here you go. My life isnt that interesting or happening afterall. Underneath the surface, im still the same. Back to square one. Is just here with, or without. That's about it.

P/S: Blow me a kiss.

2010-01-16T00:33:00.003+08:00

I dream of you sometimes, yearning for your image to exist outside my mind. Hoping that it will only be a matter of time before we meet and allow our eyes to speak, knowing more then what our eyes can see, patiently waiting to begin our destiny. This is where my soul will lead, letting go of the thoughts of your physique so that I can see through. I've been wanting to explore deep into the truth knowing because he already knew that I was the rib to fit inside of you where no other will ever do. See we never had to choose because he never asked us to but he just wanted us to trust and believe that I'm for you and you're for me. I'm just waiting for this to be a sudden sigh as I drift off to sleep, dwelling in my unconscious mind I dream of you sometimes…

We've all grown up.

2010-01-14T00:54:00.007+08:00

I like keeping myself busy so that i wont have time to think about anything. I worked 2weeks without leave but i didnt break down, why? Not that i cant take leave but i refused to. Money wasnt an issue and i hope someone can explain to me why am i persisting this bcoz idk it myself. Im prolly hiding, like how its been like for 17 almost 18years.

Well, i realised that i didnt blog about my thanksgiving and how's my 2010 started off like. Though its a lil random and late now, but its nvr too late to update ur diary. Yes? No? Firstly, i thank god for my dad. Bcoz even if the sky falls down, he'll have his ways to protect me. Both physically and mentally and in terms of welfare too. I've never been angry with my dad or have any negatives feelings towards him before bcoz he's my superman since i was born. Really appreciate everything that he has done for me. So daddy, if you get to see this. Me love you and i'll never get enough of this :)

I am happy with what i have now, not that happy but yeah.. Satisfied at least. As the years starts to pass, im getting more and more afraid. More afraid to face the world, to be a grown up. Having much responsibilities and crisis, big OUH NO. But we can never get enough of everything we have, its natural for us to expect more. But what if it backfired and it's the flipside of everything? Its time for plans this year. Plan of my life. And its gonna start on....... End of the year? Hee.

I wna watch many movies but i've got no time. When i've got the time, no one's free. Smlj is this right? What to do?! Zomg. And these days, i felt like i've lost my heart. Totally. I dont give a shxt about anyone and i dont feel sad even though many tragedies happened. Where has it gone to? Or it has been taught? I need to find out myself this time round. Bcoz why? Im growing up, im facing the world :)

If there is something i believe in..

2010-01-05T03:03:00.002+08:00

Do you believe in what people call ‘soulmates’? I, for one, do not. I’ve been told my way of looking at love is cynical but I don’t think so. I believe that a person call fall in love with anyone, given the timing is right. People fall in and out of your life, I don’t believe in destiny, things happen for no reason and you are left to try to control it - although you know you can’t. I only try to convince myself things are meant to be when something negative happens. But in the end, I don’t think it works like that.
My friends are not my friends because they are better than other people - I’ve learned to love them by being around them and getting to know them. If I spent time with most people, granted they weren’t extremely rude and had no interest in me, I could probably love them just as much as I love my friends now.
But somethings I find harder to explain, like the way you can meet people who just feel right for you. But then again, this might also be coincidence - and timing. But it is all so very shallow. I wish I could look at people and oversee their physical appearance. But of course that’s not possible. But if it was, I really wonder what I’d see.

But do not mistake me, if there is something I believe in it is love.

What a b*itch.

2010-01-03T00:56:00.004+08:00

First day at work. I was told to go over to Tamp last week. When i reach tamp, they told me its Isetan Scotts - SHAW CENTRE. Screw whoever you are. So first day wasnt that bad, just that i saw someone whom's a photostat of Spencer. Their luggages there are freaking pricey max. So i've got to buck up coz sales today for me was $390 ONLY. More to go fere, all the best :) Morning shift tomorrow, so good night everyone.

Does anyone has a spare phone / spare Sony Eric's battery?

My phone went to heaven and if i dont get one asap, i'll go to heaven too.

He who trims himself to suit everyone will soon whittle himself away.

2009-12-29T20:31:00.075+08:00

Almost all absurdity of conduct arises from the imitation of those whom we cannot resemble.

Before i start posting, i hope you guys would be patience because..

THERE'S ABOUT 100 PICTURES IN THIS POST.

So, be prepared.

MONDAY

Everyone was excited for that picnic but people like James & Don ruined it coz they didnt want to go. So we thought it would be boring like shxt as it rained heavily in the noon. It didnt ruined it, yet it spice up all the atmosphere and all. Picnic with classmates(ex) at Marina Barrage. Bought all those barangs barangs and carried them one by one up the hill of Marina. Chulez has the most credit bcoz she brought sandwiches and mat! Love ya chulez. Played games and guess what, its my first time playing 7up and number guessing those kinda stuffs. Amazingly fun.

We're there from 5pm - 11pm and nothing but fun. Back to Hg for pool and had my spicy meepok noodles and rlly makes me............ Cry. Though i love chilli alot, this is the first bowl that pawned me upside down inside out and it didnt taste nice at all. Worst thing.

Cabbed home with June and i didnt sleep till 6am. I AM HAVING INSONMIA THAT NO ONE CAN CURE THAT FOR ME. This is irritating me out.

Some pictures that was supposed to be uploaded and here is 8/10 of it. The other 2/10 of it will be uploaded tmr or soon.

Days when we headed to the beach and we didnt get tanned/burn at all + IT RAIN.

Wasted trip.

Dined at Marche for lunch.

When i got bitten 7 times on my legs because of the damn mosquito at NSRCC.

When i tried to imitate someone..

I realised that i did it perfectly well. Like a horse :o)

Virgin trip to East point mall and there's totally nothing at all. Bought a top and i realise i dint wear it at all. Not even once. Wasted.

Went down to CCK area to reminiscise something. There's alot of memories and i miss them. Every single part of it.

I am so sick of blogging because idk what to type and im pretty lazy to do so. I've got lots of things in mind now and in short, lots of confusion. So, enjoy your stay.

Love bondage more than liberty.

2009-12-27T23:51:00.037+08:00

The sound of tireless voices is the price we pay for the right to hear the music of our own opinions.

[ BELATED POST ]

MERRY CHRISTMAS (everyone) !!

Every year during Christmas, i'll feel so sexcited and gaga over it. But as we grow older, its not that exciting as it is anymore. Because lovers made that a special date and sad to say, lovers are floating everywhere nowadays. And so they kept the day as their lonesome romantic day, kissing in the "snow", sprays, log cakes, turkeys, so on so forth. So because of that, i love my friends more than anyone else. Daddy's number one, B's number two. The rest are all my lovable friends. Those whom were there for me, you know it yourself! :o) Those whom THOUGHT you were there, cut that out. Back to topic.. I must say my christmas this year is not bad. Though there were not much people, but it was fun. I hate having many people but ITS NOT FUN AT ALL. U get what i mean? Im sure you do. So bugis with Rowe on the Christmas eve! & I realised I've done alot of stuffs that i used to dislike. Like for example, watching swordman shows. I h8 cartoons and swordman show to the C-O-R-E, and i actually watch Storm Warriors and ITS NICE OH GOSH. Some cheenapiangs shows do actually rocks. Me love the Wind & Cloud! :-D

We went to Mad Jack and it was great! It was crowd free and there's time of our own! Ck ate this golf ball baked rice and the ball looks rather gross.. Black and Burnt. Like a dog's balls.

Have u eaten a strawberry prata before? Well, try once for the sake of the taste and not try anymore because its' expensive and it tastes weird if u dip into the curry + looks weird too. $3 / piece.

Went to Urban Spoon aftermath and me love there. Esp the bartender, rowe you know you know.. *winks*. Bliss next to find amanda J! When it gets too humid, feressa cabs home.

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That was my chirstmas eve. Liqour, friends and all. My love.

Amazingly, first to wish me merry christmas was none other than Teddy! So it was forwarded to everyone and FIRST TO REPLY WAS S****ER. Like happygirl.com.sg only!
So move on to Christmas...

Watch Alvin & The Chipmunks 2 with mom and sis @PlazaSing in the late noon. Totally not me at all but mom pays for it, so why not right? Me rate the show 2/10 there's a storyline, that's it. Me h8 the screeching sound + the rat. Didnt even laugh a single bit when everyone's laughing, i feel like a retard.

Bought some gift for the gift X'change over at Aunt's place and whooohooo, i got the present i wanted to buy. Luv it. Its a tortoise with lights on its shell. And when your room is dark, on the thing and ur whole ceiling will be filled with stars and moons in blue, red, orange and green colours. Niceeeeeeeee \m/

All the snobs are starring at me once i step in the HUGE bungalow and expect me to greet them one by one. Even daddy gave that a miss. Crazy.old.hag.me.dont.like.YOU!

Daddy drove me to the nearest mrt and down to Bugis to look for Wendy & Company. Had steamboat and we walked from Bugis to CHIJMES then to Clark Quay. If wendy's and my camera didnt died on us, IT WOULD HAVE BEEN FLOODED BY NOW. So yeah. Picz's all with her and lets pray hard she'll upload soOOoon. Saw a couple having animal instinct there, WE JUST CANT GET OVER IT Y'KNW! Urgh. Kids nowadays.......................

Hehe.

27/12 - My Daddy's BIG DAY.

I was supposed to meet my yanfei for breakfast and i overslept despite setting 5 alarms. Goodness, i am having guilty conscious now.

Sorry Yanfei! Im so so so sorry omg!

I woke up at freaking 5pm and i didnt meet'ap with Chulez & Giorgio to IKEA.

So so so ~~not~~ sorry omg!

Hoho, cabbed down to Safra for our sumptous dinner. I love family outings nowadays. Maybe because i am lacking all sorts of love plus I DONT HAVE TO SPEND A SINGLE CENT , EASY TRANSPORT. How niceeeeeeee. Right?

My sis got this for the gift X'change. Like song only. 100 pens, write till her fingers break. And im not afraid if i cant get any color pens for any purposes. Hoho :-)

When my camera jammed, it became like this. I like this effect.

FIRST TO ATTACK! Chiong only.

The family picture four years ago and the picture now has alot of difference. My mom and dad use to dress up alot, now.......... Ageing ageing. They better not see this or else im dead. Hoho.

Love my life and it would be better if B could be there! :o)

MORE UPDATE SOON!

Btw, you know why i take forever to blog? Because of the picz uploading, it takes forever. Then i realised i've to resized it so it'll be faster as my picz are all 4000 x 3000. Thanks Gladys for that if not i wont be uploading till years later. ^o^

I build it, you got it, you ditched me.

2009-12-27T02:24:00.010+08:00

Ok i wanted to update but im a bad mood now coz i saw

something i shouldnt see. Since you casted me out, not giving a

damn by messaging me about anything, fine. So be it. I make

sure i'll cast you out of my life. Dont find me after your break

up because i wont be there.

I had enough of all these because this

is getting meaningless and pointless.

Not that i've got no one there for me anyways.

Finally let this out of my chest for like so long, i feel so relieved. I need to wrap presents and wake up at 8am tomorrow, breakfast with my yanfei. The pirated version one. Daddy's birthday tomorrow, so i must be a happy girl tmr to make him happy. Goodnight everyone.

Every man prefers belief to the exercise of judgment.

2009-12-24T01:59:00.015+08:00

He has all the virtues I dislike and none of the vices I admire.

I took so much effort and risk just to post this post up because...

.................

The size of the picz are all freaking big and it takes like about.. 3mins for one picture, sometimes its up to 5mins. Just for one picz if i upload from blogger. Dont really like to upload from Photobucket though. I've still got like 100+ picz to be uploaded but but.. I need about 3oominutes to complete them. I DO NOT HAVE THE PATIENCE YAW'. So i've been delaying and delaying, most prolly the picz will never be uploaded but i'll try to keep this alive.

Will be looking for jobs now and then because i need something to substain me for two months or i'll really go crazy. B, two months! Strive on, fer. So i didnt take up the Cisco job bcoz I'VE GOT TO WORK DURING CNY. So i pratically chiong down and said " No " and cab out because its raining! This sucks. So days have been scheduled properly these days. I need to sort out everything or else i'll die of boredom. Too bored to the extend of me doing my nails myself. This October's nails :

This is December's nails :

Every month different design/color/pattern. Gonna come out with something else next month. Will figure that out because i am free like a birdie. Some picz taken long ago. So.. Enjoy k.

Oh and i went to Bling my whole cam. Looks rather............

Girlish uh?

Luv Urban Spoon because its nice, cozy, comfortable, affordable + cute waiter tht rowe loved.

Went to renew my passport and me h8 my picz and me h8 the price and me h8 the wait!

2HOURS OF QUEUE JUST TO WAIT FOR FINGER PRINT AND THAT'S IT. It was less than 2mins. So two hours just for that two minutes, whao. Gonna go JB soon with Von, cnt wait!

I bridge the contract, sorry! But i guess it didnt really mattered right?

Well, my mom is crazy. Coz i've always been on the comp till 7am in the morning, she didnt said a single thing and now that its not even 5am yet, she came grumbling and roaring. So at this moment, i love my earpiece alot. Hoho, gonna update more soon! Wait for me.

P/S: Its calling for a bad romance.

Pretty is the queen that rules our land.

2009-12-09T23:32:00.019+08:00

Things do not pass for what they are, but for what they seem. Most things are judged by their jackets.

Gonna do a quick one. Im super tired because of the ton at NationalServiceResortCountry Club! (NSRCC) The name like long only. My head is spinning and my eyes are shutting. So if there's any spelling errors, dont mind me. So work at Bishan last week was rather alright, know weird and interesting people, saw jw @ sony eric fair, j.Lachman @ jeanyip. Pretty much of coincidences i must say. Lunch breaks seems like forever for me. Somtimes i do get 3hours of lunch break (paid). Selling cheapskate perfumes are like..... The worst thang coz MOST OF IT REALLY STINK LIKE HELLA! Tammy, my partner/partner in crime (forever not at our workplace).

Some random days with new humans ;

Something that i wanted and i got it. Thanks Mr.D!

Meet'ap with her for New Moon WHICH WAS FAB FOR ME.

I know the content is pretty boring, but i can feel the charisma of the actors oozing out!

Interview at Certis Cisco ( HAH CHULEZ SAID IT WAS CAFE AND SHE CLAIMED THAT SHE MISINTERPRETED IT!) tomorrow with Rowe! Gawd, im left with 4hours of sleep! Fking interview that is 10am in the morning, kill me please. Still contemplating. But i need something that can keep me occupied for 2months! Freaking 2months, im sure i'll be able to pull through. Gimme strength and confidence. Nightx.

Update tomorrow, the day after tomorrow or some random days.

Bye.

x_x

Days of absence, sad and dreary.

2009-12-09T00:15:00.007+08:00

Absence from whom we love is worse than death, and frustrates hope severer than despair.

I think i went overboard, how?

Is it because of my foul attitude?

Am i someone whom cant compromise?

Is it very difficult to blend in to mine once in awhile?

Not that i wna find out anymore, i only know that....

i miss you, alot.

Waking up every morning like 8am seems like a big challenge to me coz i slept at 3am every night/morning. Not that i can sleep early too. Well working at some perfume shxt thing which DOESNT ROCK AT ALL THOUGH I REALLY LOVE PERFUMES IS BECAUSE THEY'RE ALL CHEAPSKATE ONES. Gawdd.. Those that cost cheaper than peanuts. But who cares right? The pay is acceptable! So yeah, amongst all the 40 pefumes, only 5/40 were not bad. The rest... CMI! Dex was being a great friend/in-laws. Food suck, location suck. But its convenient. So i shan't complain any further. Its better than staying at home, idling around doing nothing.

I reach at 10am today, no one was there. I saw the others reaching at 11am, some even 12pm! So im gonna reach there around 11am tomorrow! I felt so tired today, so i decided to left early. So i practically fill in my own punch card and all. Let's hope nothing goes wrong!

I've been suffering from this ulcers in my mouth that whenever i laugh/talk/eat, it'll cause a friction to it and.. IT HURTS BIG TIME! Seems like its getting bigger, but i've yet to do anything about it. If you see clearly, there's two! Used to put Bonjella, but now... Pretty lazy to do so.

( messy accessories cupboard that i've no intention to clear the mess any sooner )

( failed to make a heart shape but if you overturn, i think you'll see a TINGE of it )

Everyday whenever and wherever i go, i'll think of them.

I miss them like how you miss your bed when you're out at work.

Jeline's finding me after my work tomorrow! And we're gonna catch this!

Though i know it suck and all, but since i've watched Twilight like 3 times in the cinema, am' not gonna let this off too. Edward, awesome. Never appreciate Taylor, idk why. Weird.

Alright, i shall turn in early to continue my mundane life cycle again. Till then, toodles!

P/S: I need words of comfort!

Moon's my bestfriend.

2009-12-06T03:38:00.007+08:00

You know what's the ugliest bag on earth!?

Not plastic bag but...

....

EYEBAGS!

Gawd, its 3.40am. I NEED TO SLEEP. LIKE NOW, RIGHT AWAY.

Coz i need to wake up at 9am tomorrow!

Save me, someone.

SOS, dialing in progress.

Prudence keeps life safe, but does not often make it happy.

2009-12-05T04:18:00.012+08:00

Charming people live up to the very edge of their charm, and behave as outrageously as the world lets them.

Because im suppose to keep myself awake coz Jackass's calling me back again as he havent showered, here am i blogging at this wee hours again. Dinner on thursday with family and A was great, we're awaiting for every dishes that landed on the table bcoz we're hungry max. Everyone saw me and knew who i am, but I JUST CANT RECALL WHO THE HECK YOU ARE. Some even smiled and i was thinking "who are you?" but i eventually smiled back of coz. That was my childhood memories, that i can recall anything at all. Only for some. So the highest bid for JUST A POTRAIT was $38 000. B and I was dumbfounded but we focus more on our dishes, haha! Everything was great minus boredom and that we left early for Bugis as i went to meet Jen & Co at some steamboat area.

Jayken&gf went off not long and Daniel asked me to take my food. I was like "HUH I DINT PAY AND I JUST CAME BACK FROM A RESTAURANT LIKE 10MINS AGO". But on second thoughts, i dint ate much maybe like 2slices of abalone and one fish soup? So i "replaced" Jayken and in short, i ate that for free. Bad security but good service. Boomz - Daniel treated us everything including of cab fare! Shingz - Spencer and Jade didnt come! :0( So happy Jen, Feressa and Eliot cabbed home and i luv today max yo yo. Another outing soon again! U know what? I hope Daniel would be the organiser again! So we can minus all our headaches! Fab.

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So this morning i was supposed to help out with Dad's stuff and i OVERSLEPT. Went over for awhile and off to meet A bcoz i need to get a camera. So headed to Funan. Like omg. I've been there quite a number of times. Challenger's having promotion now and bcoz of my cam, i became a member there. There's many benefits as you can redeem your carpark coupons (or something like that) and also many discounts here and there. And hell yeah, never get Olympus cam. I've checked out the quality for most of it, it doenst really rockz though. Two things that made me go 'WTF?!' today.. First was - Pasta Mania. For many years of my life having my Ham & Sausage baked rice, this is my first time eating such a kns baked rice. One look, you can tell it doesnt looks the same as the others. So i tried tasting it and immediately i can taste the difference. Okay skip.

Went to Mac for ice cream. I had Sundae and that cost $1.50. I gave them $5, i got $2.50 in return. So i asked him how much was the ice cream and he can jolly well explain to me saying.. "your ice cream is $1.50 but i key in wrongly (he keyed in $2) so i return you $2.50." I was like @#$&%, you can x'plain it to me and yet you still dont know!? And of coz, i dint ask back my $1 in return. Not that it bothers me, but i admire him as he can actually calculated it TWICE and still thinks that THERE'S NOTHING WRONG. Gun shot through my head. Went to Penin to flag for cab and i saw Rowe and COMPANY (sieh alot of people). Cab fare was $30. Like nice only. Something real real embarrassing happened in the cab, its max. Gawdddddddddd.

( i was testing my cam )

I slept throughout in the bus on my way home and i overshot, it went to Bedok! So i've to bus back again! Thank God there's still bus, or else i've to cab home AGAIN. So feressa-is-a-happy-and-broke-girl-for-the-day.com :) Its 5.30am now, i miss my pillow. Byeeee!

P/S: Its very damaging to go for auto-cannibalism.

Don't wait for the last judgement, it happens every day.

2009-12-03T01:02:00.003+08:00

Have a heart that never hardens, a temper that never tires, a touch that never hurts.

That sudden adrenaline rush, the quickening of heartbeat, how everything around me started spinning and slowing down and the only sound I could hear was how hard I was breathing and my own heartbeat. All I could see was just you at that point of time.

I reminiscised those days. Those days that I still have butterflies in my stomach. But you know what? I dont know how it feels like anymore, not a tinge of it. It was all gone since two years ago, the tragic reality of mine. The wake up call on how ugly the reality is.

Sometimes in dramas, the girl and the guy just cant simply fall in love with each other bcoz their background are just so different and all. One's a commoner, the other's an atas. Wonder how love can really strunk and to forsee those cons than pros? And that, needs alot of willpower. That willpower, is something that i've not seen from any human in this world. I dont know what's this post for, not that something went wrong, i just realised its been some time since i ever blog about my thoughts. Because feressa seldom blog about thoughts.

x_x

Morning was screwed by Jen coz she called me, actually i was supposed to meet her at BoonKeng but i overslept, lol. We're supposed to head down to Kallang to fill in some application form but because i didnt want to go through the hassle, i got it at P.S - Samsonite and fax it over. See, this is what technology are invented for - TO SAVE TIME, ENERGY AND EFFORT. Over to Mwel's place with Trina and his dog is so cute! Minus the fact that i got licked many times at my feet. Cabbed to dover for YCG and cabbed home aftermath :o)

I've got a dinner to attend tomorrow, and that ugly fag dint spare a thought for me. What the @#$%&! I HATE YOU DANIEL. Max. You know!? Gonna see B tmr! And this, makes a curve line to my lips. Xoxo!

P/S: Am i too possessive?

When we're together or when we're apart, you're first in my thoughts and first in my heart.

2009-12-01T06:15:00.005+08:00

My thoughts are free to go anywhere, but it's surprising how often they head in your direction.

I've changed my blogskin again! Like yes, definitely. And i know this is not any nicer but still nicer than the previous one. Ah whatever, i spent 3hours doing this. At least im satisfied. Slept at 7am yesterday/today, woke up at 3pm. Like whao. So meet'ap with Rowe at Yishun. Yishun you know?! Like i'll go there every fridays and sometimes sundays. Goodness. In the end, she realised that there's really nothing nice and we headed to Tamp. 969, she would never forget. Because she had a memorable bus ride to her left, right rowe? Hahaha! Sidek :o)

Was looking around for Christmas gift, and im still lack of afew! Gonna hunt them some other days. You must be thinking why am i so rushy, that's because im afraid i might not have time as i may have some jobs to attend to. Waiting for confirmation, so that i wont idle around AIMLESSLY. I hate being aimless, like big time. So yeah. Cant wait to fxxking work again. But not Taka, definitely. HougangMall next with Bobz, did a lil' catch up and she's still the same. Got home and my mom kept complaining that i've got lots of clothes and my cupboard will burst and all her blah blah, irritated. That's exaggerated please. I need to sleep now, meeting Prawn tomorrow at Bugis. Then NewMooOOon. Edward, wait for me!

Bastard, if you see this.

i miss you :)

P/S: Your jealousy, my disadvantages.

A fanatic is one who can't change his mind and won't change the subject.

2009-11-30T04:22:00.007+08:00

For some, pleasure is a fever they can't shake.

For others, it's a disease they cannot seem to catch.

Finally, this is the time that i felt like blogging. Like right now, 6.45am. I have not yet to catch a wink, at all. I've absolutely no idea why am i blogging at such weird hours. Maybe its the thought that i dont have to wake up early in the morning for work and all. Finally, everything came to an end. My job at PlazaSing & Takashimaya. PlazaS's fair's over, seeing them packing up and all just made me feel so sour. Because of the collegues, that made me felt that way. That really made me go the extra mile. As for Taka, i tender my resignation today. I cant stand the atmosphere there for nuts, totally. It made me felt so suffocated and all. Their rules and all, you'll never want to know. Because why? They said " This is where the atas people petrol. " Yeah, fxxk it.

Pass few days i've been wanting to blog but i was lazy and all, now that i've got the time. And weird timing indeed. Waiting for confirmation, that i'll start at amk or tamp. I CANT WAIT TO START BECAUSE I HATE DAYS ROTTING AT HOME OHMYGOD. So for the pass few days, A's there whenever i needed someone. Thanks jerk. We frequent Funan IT Mall recently because he just bought a lappy and he said he NEEDED TO BUY GAMES TO TEST IT OUT. What a lame thang. And me, hunting for cameras. So i'll be getting one soon, i cant wait manzzzzz. Cityhall, it's our second home.

Went to play the xbox360 Fifa 10. We're like meddling with it then we realised, 80minutes passed. Me, soccer.. We just dont tally, but beats me either. Played many rounds and of coz, im the winner. I scored like.. Arsenal vs Wolverhampton : 8-O. Pro or what!?!

. .

. . . .

. . . . .

But of coz, i dint scored any. Its either i kick into the wrong net, or its a file. Hoho, but its fun playing that thang. But if you dint scored any, that would be very frustrating.

Alright, that's all for now. I need to sleep before the sun rises.

I'll be updating this regularly till i start work. Byyeeezz.

Oh btw, i know about my ugly skin. Because i was too dumb to the extend that i accidentally deleted all my previous html codes, so this would be here for afew days.

This is my ugliest blogskin ever.

P/S: A moment of infatuation.

Even if happiness forgets you a little bit, never completely forget about it.

2009-11-22T23:32:00.007+08:00

All charming people have something to conceal, usually their total dependence on the appreciation of others.

Finally im here to blog. Not that i dont have the time to blog, is that im pretty lazy to. Because FB, phone calls and THXM were the greatest distractions. Have been pretty enjoying working at PlazaS than Taka. That i get to know many nice people. They're great. But some are just so fucked up like - IVAN. Ask Rachel & Giorgio, they can fill you up in details. So after this month, i wont be working with Samsonite anymore. Like seriously. Awkward. But neways, i like people whom are nice. You know i'll be nice if you do likewise. Cant wait for Dec, i'll be super free like a bird. Not that i dread life this month, i know these moments will be kept in my heart. I treasure all these relationships i have with everyone. The joy and all, i'll remember whoever you are.

So me finally managed to rebel and heck care Ivan, i apply my own leave. Told Ben bout it and he agreed to give me a day off. Not a no pay leave, but a PAID leave. Like omg, thank you so much. Met B up this morning. Emphasized - MORNING. Its been so long since i met him in the morning. Because we both are night owls. So over to morning service, mind you.

Lunch at Broadway and over to the boring NP then to Ahpo's place. Cannot stop ransacking everything there. Hehehuhuhaha, SOMEONE WAS MORE BUEY PAISAE THAN ME. Dont know who right Trina?

B came over my place. Was walking with lighting speed coz i wanted to pee so badly. So he was walking like a duck behind in order to keep up the space. Cannot stop fucking laughing at the way he flaps his hands, retard. So we crashed my place. Played Uno, I WON 2/2. Noobfuxk. Forfeit was.. \m/ Gonna sleep nao for work tmr, buhbyeee. Miss me. Miss my update.

Overdue picz. Prom was fab, like for real. I thought i was gonna leave halfway but i dint! Cabbed over with Gaga, cabbed home alone aftermath. I dont dare to take public transport for nut's sake. Dont ask me why, i dont have the guts. Hoho, we crashed the hall big time. All those loud hits, that the music quality rocks, the food rocks, that totally rocks the atmosphere. So, it was fab!

( More on FB! Like 300+ )

P/S: I want your love and I want your revenge, you and me could write a bad romance.

On with the dance! Let joy be unconfined.

2009-11-14T15:50:00.039+08:00

EDITED.

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The dying process begins the minute we are born, but it accelerates during dinner parties.

And so, finally today was the day that i've been dying for. Because i've got no work. That i can wake up anytime i like and not have to worry about anything that is going on. Mind's at ease too. I have been working morning shift recently coz basically i always have programmes in the evening. That i can juggle well with work and social life. Ist this great? Upstairs was real nice that it makes me feel guilty. I was hungry like mad and she bought me a bacon steak and we ate at a place where it's forbidden. Forgetting with all the rules and regulations, we allowed ourself. Me taking a week leave it's like a no-problem thing to her, its free and easy. And if she knows what's my leave for, i think i'll have to repent soon. Okay so i'll be over at DG next week. Long and tiring week for me, that i can predict. After Giorgio's description bout Ivan, i felt like there's a need for a coffin. Either for him, or for me. So let's bow our heads and pray.

Its BoB's BBQ today and it was fun! Totally. I had the most wonderful sleep ever! Going gaga over this small thang, haha. Though its' just us, but i think it's fun that we can BBQ under the drizzle and its just felt like we own there. I had 5 stingrays today and 10 chicz. Hahaha thanks BoBz! Me love you.

More picz with Nutella. Luv today, like totally. If only i was still staying around that area, i could walk home! But sadly, nope :-( If every saturdays were spent like that, there's nothing much more in life i could ask for.

This . is . fab . like . zomg .

P/S: Absence makes the heart grows fonder.

Yesterday was great too because B came and fetch me from work and he totally embarrassed me, like always. It was supposed to be behind closed doors, a little secret of mine, that he had just made known by pointing at him! Like omggggg, i was covering my face with my hairs. Totally retard.

After church was great, great, GREAT bcoz we're on Marc's car! Love his driving speed and atmosphere. Was "scrutinizing" B at the back. Loud screams and moans, head under his thighs, feet attempting to fly on his face, me squeezing his nips, and biting him. Hmm, dont let your mind sway. But still, it was fun. That i totally had no oxygen for that... 10 seconds. Headed to Chomp Chomp for dinner and stingray was the best! Awesome. Trina Luke Wendy Ernest Marc Prawn Andrew. Happy eating and it rain soon after, turned off. That i was dumbfounded by B's action. All that i know, i suck at directions. On road especially. Urgh.

Some long ago picz or maybe yesterday, i cant really remember!

I think Kipling's keychain are awesome but ugly. Haahaa! I went to every bags and stuff their thumbs in the mouth. Carmela was like starring at me, hoho.

Some random day when A pick me from work and send me home. Played Uno many rounds and i love his forfeit. HAHA WHAT A AWESOME DAY. I love it to the max. Minus the fact that i kept losing. But who cares. The warm thang around my face and neck, awesome!

Rachel rebonded her frindge and she look damn retard while washing her hair.

Hah dont kill me.

Mwel find us at Kovan and we went around with his Audi. Like shiok only! Love u daddy.

AND I FKING BROKE MY NAIL AT FEP. Like 3/4 of it!

IT HURTS AND BLEED ALOT!

Im over and done with this post.

Kkzzz bye. Sorry for the lousy content manz. I dont really quite remember anything.

P/S: I've got everything that u wanted and you've got everything that i wanted.

Death leaves a heartache no one can heal, love leaves a memory no one can steal.

2009-11-08T03:02:00.007+08:00

SATURDAY

Only in quiet waters do thing mirror themselves undistorted. Only in a quiet mind is adequate perception of the world.

My body clock went haywired again. How did it happened? I have no idea. Maybe it's the 3hrs h2h convo with B yesterday night. Well, glad that we've the same point of view. I was snoozing my alarm this morning as the blanket seems so comfortable out of the sudden, that i love tucking myself in it. As the cold wind blows, my eyes kept minimizing and there goes the hours that passed. Meet'ap with Chulez @ Vivo. Was looking around for Prom stuffs but to no avail. Not the designated design, or wrong colour code. What a turned off.

Had LJS for lunch and it doest taste as awesome as before. Why? Their chicz taste like pork (at least i think so) or rather rock. Giorgio came IN THE NIGHT, fyi. In the night. In the night. In the night. In the night. In the night. In the night. In the night. In the night. In the night. In the night. In the night. In the night. In the night. In the night. Hah, had my passionfruitgreentea yaw!

More picz with Giorgio, waiting for her to send me. (Tomorrow i guess) Today is just a little incomplete without Gaga! Well, hope we four will be back there at Prom. *twist fingers* Oh speaking about the three of you, Christmas coming! Please get my hint okay! Hehehuhu.

I changed into shorts and slippers and changed back again. I HAD A WORST OUTFIT EVER in the middle of the day. Really Thank God i didnt see anyone familiar. Well chulez, hushx2. Over to Dhoby next. Got home before 8pm coz i didnt want to go town with them as im feeling rather tired and pretty inconvenient. Brother slept from 7am this morning till 10pm, i thought he died or something. Lol. Channel U was awesome today, it's a 'stay home saturday' kind of thing bcoz there's THXM and Guess. Dyed some weird colour and my hair its damn weird now. But heck man, gonna highlight it next month due to the lousy maintanence of feressa's hair quality.

Kay my hair is damn smelly now. The conditioner smelled like in____s. Like phoof, even Mom was turned off by it. So i washed it 2 times with Asience and 2 times of conditioner with Essential. Gonna do my 3 minutes miracle treatment tomorrow. It smelled so much like Hugo's cologne, i like!! \m/ Haha say hi to balding fer soon mannnsszzz. Gotta turn in now, it's 4am. Boomz, bye!

P/S: My impatientness, your agony.

FRIDAY

While grief is fresh, every attempt to divert only irritates. You must wait till it be digested, and then amusement will dissipate the remains of it.

My eyes opened at 12pm but my day started at 3pm because that's when i just brushed my teeth. Lol. Was bombing B's phone in the morning but obviously he died and revived again. Was planning and discussing about places to go... But Singapore is really TOO SMALL A PLACE FOR MUCH CONSIDERATION. So ended up at Bishan, J8. I have not been there for quite some time. Or maybe, real long. That it has renovated so much that it became nicer.

Waited for about fifthteen minutes for this arse over here because his train broke down. I bussed over to Bishan thinking that it'll take quite long, but amazingly its' only twenty minutes! From far, i could spot him. Bcoz of his damn bling bling that caught my attention. Haha thank God he dint wore another one, (because even his mom agrees with me that it looks damn fugly, and he even bought it) as i feel the Fashion Police would just arrest him or so. -.-

Contemplating on what to have for breakfast/ lunch/teabreak (bcoz we started our day in the noon!) and Sakae Sushi lured me in! Though we're there at 4.10pm, and that buffet ends at 5.30pm, it was all worthwhile. Totally. Because.......... I'll let the picz do dha talking!

If you think this is alot, you've yet to see more. Because someone said :
" Can i have 5?" after i said "Can i have 3?" When they said its the last order.

This is what i meant.

Finally ease my craving, felt so damn contented! And there's a irresponsible arsehole because he put back whatever he has disposed on the thang. Like whattttttttttt. Stupid cheena arse. Over to yishun and had a HEAVY HUMAN TRAFFIC FLOW. ZzzzzZzZZzzZ.

Cabbed over to Church and we saw my ______. Haha cute max. I think i did something wrong, totally wrong. How? But i kept it to myself in order to keep the situation better. After church Mwel drove us to some coffee shop :o) Got home and chiong for my HotShot though i've watched it for like... 12345times. Yeah, salute me. I seriously think this puppy here look damn cute like that, this view ONLY. Awwwwwwwwwwwww, gucchi gucchi ~

Puppy's calling me now, buhboomzzbye!

P/S: I like that solitude.

Man loves company even if it is only that of a small burning candle.

2009-11-06T13:45:00.024+08:00

THURSDAY

I never found the companion that was so companionable as solitude. We are for the most part more lonely when we go abroad among men than when we stay in our chambers.

Finally i've got a good sleep after so long. A good and nice one, which means body clock was getting better each days. Because of work, that have given me much benifits. Not about the salary, but about experience and all. It's surprising tht i can communicate well with the collegues and upstairs. Its great that there's some joker to keep me entertained. Some looked nasty, but i've open up the shell for them. Haha because they were dumbfounded by my reaction. Good or bad thing? You decide. So i've came across many rules and regulations and some was really retard. When i meant retard, its' really to the extreme point. Hoho ;-) Having lunch breaks alone seems gloomy, but it wasnt as bad as i thought. But for now i've companion which really rocks bcoz there's something to laugh OUT LOUD with me at anywhere. And guess what? To the extend that i borrowed money from her ON THE FIRST DAY I KNOW HER. Pretty much embarrassing but what to do? I forgotten to bring my wallet. Damn. Everything turns out well. Just that i hope my sales will be better, if not i'll sulk the whole day. Haha!

Okay back to today, i met B up at Cityhall. I remember saying that i'll not go back there in a week's time. And yeah, it's A WEEK'S TIME already. Actually bcoz that sucka said it's the middle, so it's easier for us to go home. So, there we go. I went to DonutFact to takeaway and to J.Co for some strawberry donut to eat. June was pretty shocked to see me because i........... Did it on purpose. I had the yummiest yogurt ever at J.cooL! \m/

Next was nothing but the boring Marina sQ. This guy here having menses today so he decided to did some retail therapy. AND THAT WAS REALLY REALLY REWARDING. Because he spent around $850 just within a day. $500 on clothes, remaining on watch. Domanchi was the ultimate shop, that he became a member within 20mins (with the purchase of $200 and above). Even the salesman asked if he was revamping his closet. Laughs.

Some overdued piczz that i dont remember when!

OH AND I'VE GOT TO HIGHLIGHT THAT YOU SHOULD NOT WATCH THIS SHOW. Because it's time consuming and it could be complete in a sentence : The grief and sorrowness that trapped in you because of your guilt. Yah, something like that. I went in and i slept for around 30mins, woke up, saw and went back to sleep again. And i only caught about 30mins of the show. Haha so it's a waste of monehhhhhh~

P/S: Its time for miracle.

Birthday SEX.

2009-11-04T00:03:00.002+08:00

Will update soon. Like tomorrow. Because im dead beat, due to work. Nightzz!

Im living in a plastic world.

2009-10-30T16:43:00.008+08:00

You can never get enough of what you don't need to make you happy.

Got up at 2pm plus feel so restless, so empty. Andrew disturbed my sleep, and he's capable of making me cry in my sleeps. Dont u just want to salute him? I would want to do so. So people are out there with their other halves, i was at home chatting with stefaneh and minny on msn! Having cramps the whole of today. It sucked totally.

If i were a boy ~ ~ ~

When i was about to leave my house for church, it rained heavily. The street lights were turning down on me. I felt so turned off because im drench even though im sheltered at the bus stop. But because of the bouncing effect the rain had, i got wet-ter. Wanted to flag a cab but the rain was too heavy for me to do so, no choice but to sit and wait for my long awaited bus. It took like hours for it to reach yishun, so a wrong decision of alighting at khatib. Waited hours for cabs and NONE OF IT STOPPED. Damn, bad day bad day. Im all drench - hates this part.

Okay i've got something to share. It's a news from Indo (stef's info) that there's a Taiwanese whom was so heartless to cook a baby, mixed with herbals to consume it for their own good. It would help them to live longer and that guys would benefit it by allowing your penis to withstand a longer time than usual. The baby MUST be a girl too, poor little girl. What nonsense right? But be it truth or not, it's the fact that the baby was attacked by heartless creatures like the man.

That's for all, goodnight and bye. Friendships is more difficult to maintain than relationships. Dont you just want to agree with me? Yes i am having many crisis of my life. That what should be my priority, what shouldnt. Not that i wanto cause a dispute, i just wna come clean. So lexx, that's for all im going to say.

1) Mistakes. Everyone has made mistakes before. In my perspective, mistakes can be grouped into 2 categories. The 'light' and the 'heavy' ones. Maybe it's okay to make a light mistake once twice or maybe even thrice, but how bout the 'heavy' ones ? Can you afford to repeat the mistake twice ? Think bout the price to pay, is it all worthwhile ?

2) Think bout your future in whatever you're doing. If you don't really care much, Think bout others' future.

3) Don't make assumptions.

4) Reflect on yourself once in awhile. Attitude..etc;

5) I think one should be satisfied with what they have when comparing em with the lives of those living in rural areas like maybe Africa. Is rural a right word to use ?? In conclusion, one shouldn't ask for much. But yeah i know it's difficult to do so.

6) You live for yourself, not others.

7) Everyone has limits.

8) Without trust, everything falls apart.

10) I love people who make me laugh.

"I guarantee that we’ll have tough times and I guarantee that at some point, one or both of us will want to get out of this thing. I guarantee that there'll always be sunshine after a heavy downpour."

"In life, people come and people go, but you learn to know that, the people who stay are the ones who will always be there, through all the bull shit, drama, good or bad times. They will be beside you, and you realize those are the only people that you truly need."

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Source from nutella's blog.

When I do not walk in the clouds I walk as though I were lost.

2009-10-30T04:00:00.018+08:00

After all is said and done, a lot more will have been said than done.

Though i had more sleep than usual, i am dragging my feet even to go out! Y'know its really a bore staying at home you see. So meet'ap with Rowe at Cityhall. Yes there again. Mom was being a _____ in the morning again. Ranting non stop. I need a off button please. Thank God she doesnt know i was putting some cotton studs or else i'll have more of it. Hah. I really hate thinking of what to wear. Everytime when i open my cupboard, the whole pile of clothes will drop on me. I am not exaggerating. Mom told the whole wide world that i've the weird illness of having too little clothes (which she thinks i have alot which i dont think so, geddit?) and one day i'll die of suffocation from my clothes. Like not funny at all k.

Raffles City - Cleared.

Suntec City Tower 1, 2, 3, 4 - Cleared.

Marina Square - Cleared.

Citylink Mall - Cleared.

I dont feel tired from walking, at all. Because why? Im well trained.

Thanks to who? A of coz. Ha, and that im pretty bored of the place already! I must not go back there again within the next one week, at least.

BurgerKing for lunch bcoz this was the only place i dislike among all. Indecisive kicks in, everyone gets frustrated. So, the alternatives would be the truimph. Hee. Had some whatever chix burger which was not nice at all. I want mushroom cheese, but i dont like beef. Haha Rowe felt like killing me. And when im done with my orders, carrying the trays to my designated seats, my bag swiped off the menu at the cashier to the floor. Very embarrassing, MAX! And Rowe's flying when she listens to "I believe I can fly"(?). ReTaRdEd.

Samantha came over and hehuhaho, we mistook Tower 3 for 2 coz tht Donut boy gave us the wrong infomation. Rowe's fav, rightsz?

It's the donut factory boy's place we're at. Only double choco wins.

Had an AWWWSUMMMM day today coz of Sam's big balls, being so daring that im totally not cut in for that. Hee. I am so not going back to RafflesCity any sooner, like for real. Very embarrassing ttmax. Know/knew/knowing/knows a Jackson fella. Haha cannot stop laughing at that. Totally hands down and salute please everyone.

Went over to J.co to look for my hamham June and she gave me two donuts. Which i dont really fancy. Hah but thank you ham! And my frozen yogurt was awesome too!! Happy only. Iamhappywheneverthereisfrozenyogurt.com. I finally had something that i was dreading for it as i thought it would caused a big commotion if i dont have it. Now that i have it, i hate it. Fxxxxxk.

Oh and my yesterday was rewarding coz y'knw. I realised that i need to go through many many security checkpoints before i enter the building. I hate procedures, i hate paperworks too. U must be wondering what i like? Nope, no intention of explaining too. Was with Chaozhong&BL @Town and it was hilarious because........ Mav said he saw us when he was in the bus. And what were all of us doing? U can never imagine. We stood outside Ion, starring at the intervals of the 'water'? Idk why i actually paid attention to it. The first step would have a interval of 1second, and the other was 3seconds. U know what it means when i did this. So yeah, that's about my yesterday. No picz coz i dint took any and there's nothing for me to take too. Sometimes i feel that no matter how hard you tried to fit in those shoes, you know you'll never fit in them well. So i know i never fitted in them well. So i decided to discard it. Not discard, at least shoving it aside. Dont judge, u dont know what i mean. SocialEtiquette, where're you?

Its freaking 5.38am nao. Tell me when im dying. I would like to know too. K byesz. I spent $7__ on a Salvatore Ferragamo belt. Its controversy so shut, keep the comments to ourself. Actually i cant sleep but i know i must. So good night! :)

P/S: If only i had the courage to take a step forward, i know i'll not be where i am.

Parting is all we know of heaven and all we need to know of hell.

2009-10-28T01:11:00.005+08:00

I was tossing and turning on my bed yesterday night for fxxking three hours. Three hours doing nothing! Closing my eyes and think and open and close and open and close and on and on. Wasnt even on the phone. But i cant sleep cant sleep! At 7.30am, Nat send me a text and after the text, i cant get back to sleep again! Tossing and turning for 1hour and i cant sleep! So i closed my eyes and think and open and close and open and close and on and on, haha! But no use. So got up and online at about 8.30am. No one's online except for Gary. Which means i slept for like 3hrs only! Come and think of it, wtf? Like shingz only.

Chatted with Gladys because she was the only few whom online in the AMs as her sleep got disturbed too, chatted till noon and waited for Tamp upperhead to call me. But he took sucha long time so i decided to redraw the offer. Giorgio, all tha best yaw'! Went over to the other side of the world to find the other half of my world, whao it rhymes! Saw B's dad today and he's like fierce only. Seh-rious-lee. Dumbfounded. Lot One alone with me and Prawn (via phone call). Then over to NYP to look for Nutella. Then back to Lot One again. Yishun next. We like cool only yaw'. Dad's running away from me! He is not replying my text! )': Deep shxt.

I am having a crisis with me and myself. I'll wait till tomorrow. I hope i'll never get the chance to break the news. Like totally. Please. bless. me. Finally feeling tired already. Bye! Boomz.

Cannot stop laughing, its gonna be our new Singaporean's lingo again! :

P/S: The other side of the world was darker.

Character is what emerges from all the little things you were too busy to do yesterday, but did anyway.

2009-10-26T23:36:00.003+08:00

A refuge never grows from a chin in the hand and a thoughtful pose got to tend the earth if you want a rose.

Set many alarms this morning just to check for B's text but to no avail, and for the interview that i was supposed to attend. Upstairs kept bombing my phone when i was having my lunch, last minute interview was cancelled and postponed to Wednesday. Day out with my Minnymouse! No pictures taken on my phone! Its in her phone and she's asleep nao due to her 3hrs of sleep yesterday night. Outting today with her was really fun and rewarding. She spent a bomb on clothes because i kept saying "this is nice!" on repeated mode. Dinner on her, as usual. That rich arse kind lady. Hee. Chilled at Taka, talking about life and work. She's independant i must say!

We were reminiscing the days where we used to have in school. And our cliques of friend. I miss Angelina Stefanie Anggowarsito. I know you'll see this, me miss you very much! The people we used to disturb, the teachers that never forgets us and all. Totally miss it all. ):

I am having headache nao. Due to those energy bars. Damn. Was called up today for the job at Tamp. Like packed only. I love being packed, so that i've got no time to breathe, no time to think and meanwhile earn that not-really-important-salary. More on me actually. Goodnight, im having major headaches. Bye!

P/S: Distractions, i need you.

Let your tears come. Let them water your soul.

2009-10-25T21:36:00.004+08:00

Day started at : 3.36pm.

Got stood up THRICE today.

Having terrible moodswings bcoz of...

Rot at home and when i nearly got decomposed, i went to had crab downstairs with family. That it flew from my table to other's table. Embarrassing though :/

My day is ___________.

Maybe you can fill it up for me. Tell me, how nice can my day gets.

Pray hard that im able to wake up tomorrow for interview/briefing. And that they would hire one more person. That'll be great. And i've learnt not to put in too much in friendships. Fuxk and Bye.

We are more often treacherous through weakness than through calculation.

2009-10-25T02:46:00.005+08:00

Sometimes it's necessary to go a long distance out of the way in order to come back a short distance correctly.

I slept at 6am in the morning, applause for me. I cant sleep for nut's sake! Why why why! Im beginning to feel that im suffering from insonmia. Appetite's changing, mood's changing, body temperature's changing. Everything's changing but not my heart. That's sad. Got up in the noon having headche and someone stood me up again because he's tired. So i went back to sleep and got up at 4.30pm. Like boomsxz only. Every plans was left hanging everywhere that made me fuxking turned off. Trust me, if i would have a knife, the cat that's meowing downstairs will die terribly. Nutella was having a major crisis with herself, therefore no plans were made. Chulez suddenly text me and GREAT, LET'S GO OUT! I AM DYING! Reached Habour at 7pm. That's real late right? The sky turns dark when im out. Great. 8-)

Bought my long awaited heels and B decided to pay for me. Thank you! WITH MANY LOVES AND HUGS AND KISSES + EXTRA VOMITS (special addition). Pasta Mania for dinner. It's full house today and i wonder why. Hate big crowds. Noisy and irritating.

I realised im wearing the same thing nowadays when my cupboard's bursting. Wierd. Wna know why? Coz i am lazy to think of what to wear and i take what's on top. Who cares, it's comfy. Went to Warehouse and something unexpected happened. Wanted to try on some tops and headed to the fitting room, the lady assist me and she said "Hi i didnt see you for a very long time already. Why nowadays never come?" I was stunned and shocked because she actually remembers me. Was wondering if Fox remembers me. Haha! But nope. I bought masks from SASA today again. Chulez was psychoed by me and she bought 6facial mask + 1eye mask. And she blamed me. So who am i supposed to blame!? Gladys lah! Heehee.

Still wondering whether should i order the Milk mask. Hmm, procrastinate it. I am feeling so awake now! WHY WHY WHY! Urgh, im pissed with myself. Bro's not back tonight, damn happy. This is the time where peace and quietness comes in. Tomorrow's my last day to enjoy, then interview on Mon. Then maybe starting work the next day. Hope not! Because im not prepared.

Special Addition to A:

You better be glad that you're not in the headlines. Coz you're boiling my blood. Though you're such a b.itch ~~at times~~ all the time, i am still keeping you as my priority. Please know your limits or i'll scrutinize your ballsxz. Love it when you're vulnerable. WHEN WILL YOU BE VULNERABLE AGAIN?! Please tell me okay? I know you'll see this because you're such a b.itch. Loves, xoxo! *With exclusive vomits, phlegms and mucus.*

P/S: He've got the one thing, that's why i love him.

See everything, overlook a great deal, correct a little.

2009-10-24T04:51:00.006+08:00

You will turn over many a futile new leaf till you learn we must all write on scratched-out pages and the sound of a heart breaking isn’t poetic. It is hollow. It is tragic. It calls for rituals – the denial, the shock, the anger, the disappointment, culminating in hopelessness. Just like a shrinking white star slowly collapsing inwardly, with memory drawn from every breath a blow. It’s like death without the sleeping part.

I'll keep this post short bcoz i am dying of insufficient sleep soon. It's 5.20am now. I am still blogging here, which indulged in my curiousity too. Like who's reading this anyways? Let's take it as its for my own pleasure then. Sounds ridicule, but heck. Gonna sleep soon before i see the sun rising mansz. So i didnt meet'ap with B today coz of his impromptu meeting with his bastards and bitches. Supposed to chiong down to Sakae Sushi for the buffet with Prawn, then we realised that Dhoby's Sakae was no longer there anymore. Wasted only. Felt so dui.

Had LJS, then foodcourt + fruit juice. Im pregnant. Everything seems nice nowadays, distractions are always the greatest sins. Roamed around the boring mall, SASA to check out the new D&G's perfume. It was a disappointment, like serious shxt. Among 4, none of them smelled good. So we smelled pratically everything there, and i just cant find the new Estee Lauder's perfume. Infuriating :/ Bought many masks because all looks good. The promoter was really good, that can psycho us. Called daddy up for more cash, he agreed! So i continued. ^..^

I wanted to buy many more, but as what Prawn said.. Try it out first. I wna get that Milk mask from Gladys's blogshop too! Urgh, i am so into masks nowadays. All thanks to Gladys mansz, influenced me. I like the cold and biong biong feeling. Totally undescribable! Try and you'll know.

Colour Friday today was better than the last week. Headed to some Khatib area with Trina Luke Wendy Ernest and i had porridge. It doesnt rocks at all. Nothing looks appetizing there. Ist the place or me? :( So we headed to Mac to chill and Cedric came to join us too! Bumbed into Cass & co. too! Amazingly. They were all playing the monopoly thang that Mac has. Like lol, everyone's crazy over it! Seems fun but just imagine you have to eat mac everyday, that can really gross the shit out of you. Chilled till 2am+, cabbed home and this time round, the taxi driver was really nice. Unlike that asshole HO HAN LEONG. See, i still remember his name. Okay It's 5.35am now. There's even the first bus already. So the sun it's rising. G'night and please pray for my gastric and soon-gonna-be-fever-feeling. Love y'all!

P/S: Sometimes, i just felt like scrutinizing u.

Friends are kisses blown to us by angels.

2009-10-23T01:53:00.006+08:00

In everyone's life, at some time, our inner fire goes out. It is then burst into flame by an encounter with another human being. We should all be thankful for those people who rekindle the inner spirit.

I was supposed to fetch my boyf Nutella from NYP today. But me overslept by 1hr+! Blame it on my sleepless nights that i could only kiss my pillow at 5am in the morning. Was awesomely bored yesterday night, chatted with SCW & Gladys. Out of randomness, im pretty interested in the MRT that is not open, in between PotongPasir & Serangoon. It's Woodleigh mrt station, btw. Woodleigh sounds as if you cant pronounce 'Woodlands'. So out of boredom, i went to google it out. Though i've heard many stories about the place being 'dirty' and all, the source that is backing me up was more on what i heard from many others. Like as if SMRT would confess that the place is 'dirty', then who'll take the mrt? But then, it's not scientifically proven. So, the conclusion its still yours. :-)

My moring was nothing but me being overslept because i silent my phone when that Nut spammed me with messages, my handphone was irritating me that i think it flew and drop on the floor, not mentioning that i threw it 'unknowingly'. Haha, i've got to learn to take care of my phone man. If not i will go back to the days where i need to borrow someone else's spare phone. Hate those pathetic daysszzz. So we decided to head to Tampines.

First to attack : Frozen yogurt!!!!!!! ^_^

She's too heaty nowadays man. Having ulcers everywhere. Poor little girl. Take care so you can open your mouth widely and scold me like before okay! Hahahehehuhuhoho. She needs this to cool herself yaw'.

I finally got my bag from Nut and im beginning to dislike it already. Goodness. This is bad. How? I have to learn to love my things more or else i'll never be contented. Over to her place for cookies time! This time round wasnt as great as the previous one. But it still tastes nice! Most important of all, is that i manage to see Whisky! No pictures yet because Nut's asleep already. And i dyed her hair for her, which made me feel so satisfied coz EVERY SINGLE PART, ROOTS AND STRANDS OF HER HAIR WAS PROPERLY DYED. Better luv me! \m/

I feel so contented because i found a cheap lens online, MUST BUY! I realised i've been spending alot of money nowadays! Bad habits. Well, i am dying already! I only slept for like 6hours. I cant stand it any longer. Having more and more pimples which made me feel so disgusted and I dont want it to become like a road texture. So i need to sleep early. Time check : 4am. So g'night!

P/S: Omg i am missing you already. Tomorrow, (L).

I love thee to the depth and breadth and height my soul can reach.

2009-10-22T02:16:00.007+08:00

No matter how reclusive we tend to be, we picture the after-life as a community of souls. It is one thing to seek privacy in this life; it is another to face eternity alone.

I had swollen eyes today, hate talks in the middle of the night/morining like 3am. When seriousness kicks in, i throw the white clothe without hesitant. Im a loser in that, mark my words. But since i've built a barrier long ago, it somehow protected me. I got used to everything that pricks me. So no matter what kind of gunshot is that, i'll get knocked down and back up again. Maybe thats my hidden talent, a secret of mine. That i've just made known. But who cares? It makes no sense anyways. Sometimes if the shoes doesnt fit, dont force it in. You might end up getting blisters and all, hurting your own foot. But once you've got used to blisters, it'll not be painful anymore. So back to the update, i realised that even double eyelids tapes were not of good use to me. I look like a zombie. But when i put my make up on, its gets better and now, it's perfectly alright already. Really thank god for that.

B cab over to look for me. That bastard come in only attack my bed and lie like nobody's business. Off the light himself and all. Like as if its his second house. Hugged my bolster and worst of all, my big tortoise on my bed, got KICKED down by him. Damn. FYI : I dont like people coming to my bed. If anyone were to lay a finger on my bed, the moment you leave, the bedsheet would be changed immediately. But recently, i've changed. Or only for certain people? Haha fine im biased. Who doesnt? He freaking dirtied my bed with water, never die before. Anyways B, I didnt say you're a scroundel k?

Woke up and decided to be an ass, snatching comp from me playing d-o-t-a. I hate guys whom play dota, or rather online games. If they have good time schedule, it's okay. But obviously this guy here doesnt! Made me waited for like 1hr. So i watched my 100%Entertainment, cant stop laughing. I like the way they host! Walked to Kovan for my long time craving - Sakae suhi!

THIS IS AWESOME, THIS IS WHAT I'VE BEEN CRAVING FOR!

This is what i am actually @ sakae for! Went in and there's no dinner buffet, turned off. So we resist a little but many plates of this! So apparently, i've tok-ed B on this meal. (L)!

(okay me know i hate salmon, but suddenly i love it. i dont know why either )

Trained to YCG and B headed home coz he dont feel well. Rest in peace uh! Passionfruitgreentea over at Dover suckz, because it's diluted. Rita droved us to Somerset mrt and we headed to Dhoby because my cousin Trina wantes to pee. She very troublesome and fussy - like me.

Cabbed home from Dhoby and hear this out! WE MET A OBNOXIOUS, ARROGANT, RECKLESS, PEA-BRAIN TAXI DRIVER NAMED - HO HAN LEONG. Please jump back to your coffin thank you. You're earning your fking bucks from US and yet, you want to throw tantrum when you cant get your tone right in the first place? Say i waste money waste time. So?! WHO'S PAYING YOUR TIME?! Totally pissed off! Because he freaking asked me a dumb question when i told him my address. His question was "Inside or outside?" when we just got on the cab! Smlj, might as well ask me "Up or down"!? Then i'll tell him "Heaven". So he thought he was driving some InitialD in the arcade, i'm not surprised if he get an accident. Hah i asked them if they bought insurance, and they did. Thank god. The taxi driver heard me but seriously, who bothers~ Made 3 of us felt like vomitting! CANT. STOP. COMPLAINING. ABOUT. HIM! But that was hours ago, i've simmered down already. Anyways, main point is.. Some people really dont know who are the ones whom fed him.

I am meeting Nutella tomorrow over @NYP. Im nice! Gonna collect my bag from her and we'll go shopping tomorrow! Btw, i've put on a bio essence eye mask just now and my eyes hurts like mad. So i threw it away. Like wasted. Coz i rubbed my eye too much before that, that is why. Gonna restock my masks tomorrow. Gonna restock my clothes tomorrow. Gonna restock my accessories tomorrow. Gonna restock my perfume tomorrow. Everything! Including my brain. Okay it's 3.30am nao. Guess i've to go back to my dreamland and see if anyone appears in my sleep. Ciaoz! :-)

P/S: I like our intimate apparel.

Shoot for the moon. Even if you miss, you'll land among the stars.

2009-10-21T00:49:00.012+08:00

Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind.

I went to school this morning and trust me, i fxxking regretted going, to whatever the maximum is. Like serious shxt. Not gonna go a.n.y.m.o.r.e. I didnt mean to flare up, but i just couldnt stand it. Flying tables and daggers were all up my mind, damn it. I freakin' hell cab to school just to refrain myself for being late! At last? Ah fxxk i dont wna talk about it anymore. Had a tiff with the office lady, nowadays clerk are so freakin arrogant. Damn. She wanted to refer to the VP just of some minor admin stuffs. @#$%&^*! Dad finally came and rescued me when volcano is about to erupt. Because i was flamming mad. On the other hand, i will not let history repeat. Coz i was bombing my parent's phone before that and none answered. Finally dad call me back just in time. Like 1min after that incident. Rly thank God. In the car on the way home, he chatted with me about lots of stuffs that really enlightens me. His words are like so encouraging, unlike mom's. I rather she keep her mouth zipped because sometimes it's quite demoralising. For real. So, im always absorbing what daddy says. Luv you daddy! (L)

Decided to head to town with Prawn for some important stuffs! She's getting something and me gonna go back to visit my friend (the ahma that was 50+ years old). I missed her so so much yesterday night. Why? Beats me. Like i've developed some kind of affection towards her. Okay it's complex, i dont know what im talking now. Makes no sense. But uh, you've gotta get what i mean. I had sunny and humid afternoon. Especially humid, because that turns everything off!

I bought egg tarts for my friend and another guy! Prawn said he look like J, but i think he looked like Herman. Lol. Heard that sales wasnt good today D: Find my supervisor for my pay and. I could only collect it next month! Like w-h-a-t, sian. &She asks if i mind working there and all.. When i cant meet sales target, i'll be pissed. I am upset if i cant meet sales target, but she's nice. She said "As long as you tried your best, the sales target part, dont worry about it!" I was like "Okay! Im in." So yeah, supposed to go interview tomorrow but i wna meet'ap with B! So next Mon then. More on briefing than interview. Anyways, all the best to me man. Shopping time! More on spending money for other's time!

Headed to FarEast for my passionfruitgreentea (yayyy!) and curry mee for dinner. That stupid prawn requested all wings, so i had all the drumsticks! Wthell, YOU BETTER THANK ME. Shops with red wordings are always distracting. So this shop got us distracted. Manicure time ~

Love our electric blue nails, lol.

Something embarrassing happened. While we're like walking out of the shop, i notice that the lady was starring at us. And i was telling prawn "What are they looking? We paid money right?" then that blur girl said "OH SHXT I FORGOTTEN TO PAY HER!" Damn embarrassing to the max. Not gonna go back there any sooner i guess. They're playing the 91.3fm radio inside, and they're like pranking on a woman or something, that totally make us laugh out loud. Or rather me. Even the manicurist laugh too. Luv 91.3fm man - forever entertaining!

Went to the rooftop. Like romantic only. Three person. Like idiots. Squatting. Snapping. Laughing. Climbing. Screaming. Posing. You name it, we have it.

Over to Dhoby next and Prawn decided to go to her timezone(?). I played daytona, ddr and drum. Can you believe it? I bet you cant. Coz i cant too, you cunt. LOL get what i mean?

I am having my contacts on and it's so dry because of the wind that is blowing into my eyes. My vision its getting blur and im feeling rather warm (bodyheat) now. It's a bad sign. It means that i should remove my makeup and go shower now. I hope tomorrow turns out well and nothing will ruined the schedule again. K bastard? Be nice and you'll be more lovable. My plurk will says it al tomorrow. K toodles!

View to make money worthwhile! CLICK!

http://www.gladysss-shop.onsugar.com/

P/S: Its just diverting of attention.

I don't know why they call it heartbreak. It feels like every other part of my body is broken too.

2009-10-19T20:10:00.003+08:00

In the arithmetic of love, one plus one equals everything, and two minus one equals nothing.

What a wonderful morning to start. With text and calls popping in from B and that he came over to my place. Didnt expect him to mean what he said, but still. Over to Kovan for Sakae sushi. My sudden craving for it, finally i've got to eat it. Everything's going on so smoothly today. Was so happy when im with B. He's a gentleman today. We hugged the warmest suffocating hug and kiss the most passionate endless kiss under the rain, and raindrops dripped down on his chiseled cheeks.

Yeah, the story above is blatantly fabricated. It's all gonna come true IF HE SLEEP WELL YESTERDAY NIGHT. So i've just finish choking on my sorrowness and that B. Please rest well. Though you're really blowing my expectations, i was inconsiderate too. I dint thought of you. But it's just me, that i cant hold the sky myself if it falls down on me. So apparently, i still need you. Sometimes i am thinking, why does it always jab at my self esteem? Sometimes they come as pricks, but sometimes they are slashes. I think with what's left I should just hide, shrivel and die or mummified it. If it didnt started, im certainly not like that. All unhappiness and discontentment, it's all kept in there in order to refrain from the tsunami. Hope you'll see this. Love you, xoxo.

P/S: Im at whirl now.

If I had a single flower for every time I think about you, I could walk forever in my garden.

2009-10-19T02:22:00.006+08:00

Someone remembers, someone cares.

Your name is whispered in someone’s prayers.

I was late for work today by 15minutes! Seems like loud alarms doesnt works on me anymore. What works then? Let's wonder. Earthquake? Maybe, who knows right hehe. So i was supposed to wear some weird top today, and that really looked very formal. On the way there, i saw a couple hugging each other so tightly like they're gonna part soon. Then i look at her hair, looks familiar. I looked at her boyfriend's side view, looks familiar too. Look again, i shouted " MARCUS! " He didnt turned. Till seconds later, he turned. And we're on the travelator (idk what's that called. the straight escalator at dhoby, inbetween the purple and red line). Maybe they're filmming some taiwan drama shows, lol. But totally didnt expect that the female lead was Debrina.

Got to know a new girl. Named Cherlyn(?) She told me she lived at BukitPanjang. I assumed that it was Teckwhye, she denied. Then i said my BASTARD stays at Jelapang, she told me that she live there. They were just many many blocks away. And that, she's from SIM. And i begin to doubt her identity, then i realised there's nothing wrong with it. I cant believe i actually b.itch around with her when i know her for like only 2hours! We laugh out loudly because one of our customer looked like Darah! (below)

Like super alike, that's even more creepier. Sales was very good today, harpie. Sad that its my last day! But its okay, i've got good supervisor, good collegues, good pay, good location, good customer, good weather, good food. Everything's good! Dont doubt me, im for REAL. Nutella came and look for me when im having my lunch break. Love you. But we know the reason. So im not gonna say i love you, but you've gotta say that to me. Haha! &Supervisor is gonna come all the way down to Kovan just to pass me my pay because she said it'll be inconvenient if i've to go all the way down to taka again just to collect. How nice! Gonna support Lacoste. (perfume only)

Saw some online china phones with Gladys and i like this! Though i am not a fan of hello kitty, and that i hate cats, but this is exceptional! Just admit that they're cute. And minus the word- Girly.

Oh and Nutella, you getting me a ~~hole~~webcam right? I intro you some okay! This is damn cute. You might wanto consider. I can give you some advices too. LOL!

Okay off from the Hello Kitty world, get back to earth. Tricia called me and said something stupid, i cant stop but laugh at her anxiety in _____. Y'knw y'knw~ Tricia i didnt expose you right? Hah i underscored it, be thankful! Had my spag for dinner, yumyum* I am gonna kiss my pillow soon coz i am meeting jackarse tomorrow.

- - -

YOU'RE SUCH A WHORE, A SLUT THAT I WISHED I COULD DISLIKE.

AN ASSHOLE THAT DESERVES EVERYTHING THAT WHAT A KARMA MEANS.

YOU'RE EQUIVALENT TO A WORLD'S GUINNESS RECORD OF BEING A JACKASS, A WUSSY.

I really hope that you'll die in my clutches. But it seems like im trap in yours.

Yes, dont hesitate! ITS YOU ANDREWCHENG.

- - -

Haha said so many inhuman words but i cant wait to see him tomorrow!

Gonna share something funny and cool.

Funny :

Have you heard of a school called Po Kok Secondary school? Hahaha i thought i was insane, so i decided to google it out. And it's for real. Located at Happy Valley. HAHA! CHECK IT OUT!

http://www.pokok.edu.hk/school_info/eng/index.html

Cool :

P/S: When the volcano erupt, the game is over.

When you come to the end of your rope, tie a knot and hang on.

2009-10-18T00:41:00.002+08:00

Adversity is like a strong wind. It tears away from us all but the things that cannot be torn, so that we see ourselves as we really are.

Im pretty exhausted, so i'll make this post pretty short. Work today was really fun, amazingly. You dont know how much i wanted a phone call from Joanna saying that " we've enough people already. so you dont need to come. " BUT SHE DIDNT. Hah and even though my collegue was a senior citizen and speaks broken english but fabulous chinese, i pretty much like her and that i communicate with her plainly in chinese. Now i have to go figure out what's Fabric in chinese. Anyone knows? Tag me! Appreciated ^..^ Supervisor was really very nice, like whao. There's no communication problems and that, i can be natural. But who cares, tomorrow's my last day. Seriously speaking, i feel kindof sad. But nevermind, i wont wna get use to it too. Anws, thanks von! (;

B came over to look for me when im having my one hour break. Seriously, me was really very touched. Minus the part that initially he wanted to send me to work, lol. From far when i saw him, i wanted a hug from him. But of cause i didnt, i dont want to drown myself in his cologne. Which already has Dexter's cologne at the collar! (I was wearing his polo) Went home with my sore legs coz i stood for 9freaking hours straight! I dont sound like im complaining, do i?

Alright i need to report at 1.30pm tomorrow and i need to shower now. I feel so weird and funny because i am having my bodyheat. Like what. And B's calling me. I AM REALLY REALLY FKING DISAPPOINTED IN YOU. ASSHOLE, JUST DROP DEAD PLEASE. Kkz bye! Find me tomorrow at Takashimaya - Lacoste. Till then, toodles!

P/S: I am just living aimlessly.

I think about you constantly, whether it's with my mind or my heart.

2009-10-16T01:19:00.007+08:00

Nothing makes the earth seem so spacious as to have friends at a distance; they make the latitudes and longitudes.

10hours of sleep, is finally insufficient for me. I felt like i havent sleep at all when i woke up. Firstly, the flickering of lights disturbed my sleep. Secondly, the vacuum cleaner. Thirdly, my handphone. This sucks ttmax, seriously. Nat was having a roller coaster of mood, and that explains why she was fking up my day initially, lol. But feressa will always managed to save the world. So who says you've to be invited to go over to her place? We go there on our own! Dex came over and made his pasta for TheLoveOfHisLife. Ok shall forward what happened because it's very embarrassing. Haha but it was not bad! Meet'ap with Rowe at Hg Plaza (i officially hate going there). Rowe, me very nice today right? Supposed to go over to RM, but headed to RP instead. Bought many foods and ingredients, over to Nat's crib to crash! AND SHE UNDERESIMATED ME OK. Nat i told you im 7star Hotel - Queen of Baking already, you dont believe me right?! And i thought the cookies will turn out horribly, but nope! It was fantastic though it's a little burnt. Haha! It's for the win bcoz there's so recipe for this cookie. \m/

Nat's dog, Whisky, has a very good life. Because his meal is really a feast everyday. Chicx, Liver, Vege, Potato, Carrot.. Many many many. And im beginning to love Whisky more and more! More than Nutella.

And do you realised that you'll eventually look more and more like your pet dog? Scientifically proven ok! So in my conclusion, i feel that Nutella look more and more like Whisky. Funniest thing is, when i call the dog Whisky, he didnt respond. When i called Natalie, he responded. Nat, please explain why. HAHAHAHAHAHA!

I like to see dogs with this expression. The naive, innocent look. Poor dog, have such abusive owner. Ouch.

And today wasnt my day at all, totally. Because.. I broke Nat's table. I knock on myself. I scalded my own tongue. I spilled the flour. I dropped the ice. I did many things that would do harm to me! Goodness. Haha she say next time she doesnt want me to go already! Haha who cares! I'll go there myself! Ouh, even her mom said the cookies was nice too! Hoho. Who wants to try? I've still got balance! LOL. Over to Rplaza's mac to chill. For like 15minutes? And my phone died on me. Big time. B texted me and when i was about to reply, my phone was OFF. When it's charged, i think he dropped into the canel or something. Or died.

I was browsing through Hollywood's news and i found out that Megan Fox & Cristiano Ronaldo are taking over David & Victora Beckham in the Armani Jeans champaigne in 2010! Though i know Megan Fox is hotter and prettier, i still prefer Posh! AND GAWD, DAVID BECKHAM IS LIKE SO HAWTTTT! I like the beckhams, like alot. Random. Doing Hokkaido Lovers's Mask now, i feel so shiok. And my mom doenst wants to restock it for me! Im left with only one piece! Urgh!

Okay i took so long to type this post. I pratically forgotten about the page, like again. It's 5am now. I need to sleep. Gladys's not online today :-( Boring. Cannot stop laughing at a pic that i showed scw, it's a guiness world record pic. OWNING! Hahaha! <- i love this emoticon! Ok i'll dive myself in my blankets and continue laughing! Byeee! :o

P/S: You're the one who stole my heart and ran so far that cupid couldn't catch you.

With the tears a land have shed, their graves should ever be green.

2009-10-14T23:17:00.013+08:00

They fell, but all their glorious grave floats free the banner of the cause they died to save.

Six hours of sleep again. If this goes on, all my whatever masks and dark rings mask, even abalone mask (if there is) will also not be of good use man. So starting from today, i will sleep early already! *twist fingers* I dont know what the hell is Andrew up to, he took 2hours to get ready! Feel like slapping him. Saw Lenard&Gladys @Hougang mrt, i stunned. Train to ClarkeQuay to pass Jam stuffs and she can still act like nothing happen, slowly taking her time to put the bags in WITHOUT KNOWING THAT MRT WILL FINE you if you pass stuffs without scanning out. Lol, she still say " Huh? Okay mah.. " $#%&@!

This parcel of goods went through many places. From taiwan, to postman, to aeroplane, to singapore, to Gladys's place, to prawn's place, to aunt jane's car, to my place. See how blessful this parcel is. Haha!

Went to Habour next because WE WENT TO ALL THE PLACES IN SINGAPORE ALREADY. Thanks to those dating periods, lol. Habour was a place he disliked, but had no choice, so we went there. And me waited for 20mins! He not shy at all. Andrew i know you're seeing this. You're a scroundel! REMEMBER OKAY! I . mean . it ! I like this picture, very artistic.

Bought drinks from Daiso. That suckz initially, but rocks when it's not so gassy. I bought two tidbits and one was chuck into the bin bcoz i felt like im drinking a bottle of soya sauce. Another one was all in our stomach because it's nice! Hehehuhuhahahoho.

Subway for lunch and finally the alternative is now my priority. No more parmeson, honey oat is now the fave! I wont forget the person whom taught me how to order Subway. Hehe i still remember. Incase you forgotten. I guess you dont even know its you. Nevermind, it's the past.

Got sick of vivo, train to Cityhall (YES, AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAINx10000000!) I am dying of boredom. But ok i wont complain because i am with "TheLoveOfMyLife" (quoted by Nutella). Haha anything that sounds so mushy and all, confirm it's from her! (; Yogurt yogurt!

Some guy still thought he's a teenager. Play Daytona somemore. Two times somemore. Faints. I always get bored easily in arcade man. I only know how to play DJMax thing only, lol.

I hate the slippers i wearing today man. Big time! Because there's no friction. Wlao, and an embarrassing thing would happened. Not once, but THRICE! So i am gonna walk on roads only. Hah oh ya speaking of roads, we nearly went heaven today. We jaywalked when there's many many cars. At 7pm+ somemore, traffic flow! Nearly got kissed by many kinds of cars. Different colors, different brands, different sizes. But it was thrilling. And not that i want the thrill okay, it's because i didnt know we are not supposed to cross there till i was in the middle of nowhere. Hahahaha this kind of ~~stupid~~thrill, proved something and it meant alot to me. Not gonna say it here.

I think this is the quickest post i've ever post. Because i need to remove my makeup and shower and call B. He said he's calling me at 12am and its 12:37am and im still here. Must wash my face now because my makeup's on my face for like so long. Im afraid there'll be MANY MANY ILLEGAL IMMIGRANTS on my face. Like Sheryl then i good game already. Lol, bye!

P/S: Pinching of cheeks.

God understands our prayers even when we can't find the words to say them.

2009-10-13T20:07:00.002+08:00

If instead of a gem, or even a flower, we should cast the gift of a loving thought into the heart of a friend, that would be giving as the angels give.

Three words : Home . All . Day

I was waiting for The Proposal to load and it's finally done. Then after watching it for 15mins, idk what did i click and voom! It's gone. So i've to reload everything again, and that pissed me off. So nevermind. Was rotting at home on msn with MwelKwok. Planning to go out but there's no place AT ALL. Singapore = Boring. Im on the comp for like.. 8hours already. No life no life. Tomorrow will be a better day, for sure! Okay gonna do my own stuffs now, unlike some assholes in Tricia's blog just got nothing better to do. I remove her tagboard i see how you're going to HARDCORE WITH YOUR KEYBOARD MAN. Especially people _____, please makes some sense in your content before you want to quarrel okay. Dont come and kpkb like as if your whole family died.

Andrew if you're seeing this, extend the deadline of tomorrow to friday okay?

Thank you very much.

P/S: Suck it up to reality, bummer.

Love is only a dirty trick played on us to achieve continuation of the species.

2009-10-13T12:59:00.023+08:00

MONDAY

A bell is no bell till you ring it, a song is no song till you sing it and love in your heart wasn’t put there to stay- Love isn’t love till you give it away.

I was disturbed by a phone call and that was Dexter. Indeed it wasnt him, it was Andrew. And i chatted some sort of nonsense which was....... A little uncalled for. Felt rather full in the morning because i had my Mac yesterday night! Delivery boy was none other than my bro whom offered to buy. Not because he's nice, but because i agreed to sponsor him a little. See, realistic! No one was home today and i felt rather happy which idk for what. I've been rotting my yesterday away and i nearly died, serious shxt. So I've got to make sure today is exceptional. Finally Nutella's free and she agreed to go out with me, so off to Dhoby. It was storming when i left the house, hate rainy days because it makes my flops wet. And my legs too. Yucks.

As usual, we didnt see TTT! Haha or rather she. When her phone rings, she picked up her phone. Then realising it was a text message and was from ___, she gave out this smile of hers that made me feel so happy for her. On the other hand, feel like slapping her. Dont ask me why. She's just got the slap-my-face look. Hah!
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Then sometimes when she gets too out of control, it'll became like that!

Giggling and screaming away, like as if she owns the road. Too oblivious to her own world, and therefore i've got to snap her back to her reality and so, she can be normal.

Its pink in there, hawt! *sizzles*

Over to Ion next and we got lost while searching for the toilets! There's no toilets on the first floor!? The uncle told us. I dont believe this, i think there is. Maybe it's just hidden somewhere, anywhere.. In a corner.
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Over to Fareast next bcoz i need to get a pair of slippers! I saw ____ and i went @.@! I bought 2 passion fruit green tea today already, that feels so great! No more milk tea anymore. Nat, we're good citizens today right? LOL. BoBby, when are you freeeeee?

Bussed to Redhill and trained down to Aljunied and someone freakin' step on my toes in the mrt! It was too pain for me to even scream, and not that i wanted to, but it's really hurts. And that business man could still bother to look at my expression WITHOUT APOLOGISING. Bad citizen. Meet Mwel, Trina, Luke & Andrew. Not mentioning that I was the last to reach yo'. Over to Balam Road (?) for Chester's Grandma's wake. Sighs, i dont like attending wakes because its really sad losing someone on earth. Be it strangers. There was a lizard on Trina's chest and her reaction was owning, cannot stop laughing! And the guys freaked out too, that's totally uncontrollable but to burst out laughing! And y'knw what? Luke's nose are so weird. He cant find the place initially, but he said he can smell urine smell and we walked towards that direction. LOL funny like shxt. B and I headed to Bugis next!

Went to check out the steamboat thing and it they ONLY ACCEPT CASH, so went back to Bugis Junction to redraw. The lady spoke and x'plain to us in Cantonese, and i could understand a lil okay! Thanks to my mom whom always on so loudly when she watches her HK dramas. They have a promotion after 10.30pm, so we headed for yogurt to kill time.

J.Co gives out free donuts when it's late at night when they cant finish selling it. So if you want free donuts, camp there till 10pm or later, and pray hard that they cant finish selling, and you'll have a free donut. B and I snatch for that particular donut, thinking that it'll be nice, have a few bites and it went to the bin. Okay maybe i dont really have a fetish for that. Steamboat next!

Someone was really being a smart alec. Told him to choose 2 tom yam flavour, he chose one Chicken and one TomYam. And there's nothing much in the chix soup because no one likes it. Then he kept whining and moaning tht he should have ordered 2 tomyam! Geh kiang lah!

Ate about 2 hours. Nothing but hotdogs, crabmeats and fishballs for me. Totally not worth it. That fella was worse! He ate nothing but that weed mushroom and some pink color ball. Haha idk what's that. Weird people like us eating in the AMs that dont really rock. Weirdest part is, he like the food there. BECAUSE OF THE MUSHROOM ONLY! crazyidiot.

Cabbed home and my hair smells so %$#&^@! I slept at 4am in the morning because i was talking to tht Bastard and we CANT STOP LAUGHING ABOUT THE TEETH WITH LOTS OF VEGE + MEAT + EVERYTHING. All stained on the teeth. Hahahahahahahahaha!

Kay goodie night.

Btw, i watched this show online yesterday! MEGAN FOX IS DROP-DEAD GORGEOUS!

MUST WATCH! It'll be airing in Singapore cinemas soon if you dislike watching online.

P/S: The mouth that tastes of tomyam, love it.

Adversity has the effect of eliciting talents which, in prosperous circumstances, would have lain dormant.

2009-10-11T20:45:00.005+08:00

What lies behind us and what lies before us are tiny matters compared to what lies within us.

Boring like fxxk day. I was bored to tears to the extend that i slept through my late noon till evening. I was bored to tears till i logged in to friendster and it's really nothing but rubbish. Nothing much to describe today, JUST SHITTY.

Im totally in love with two old songs. Check them out. Stop my playlist, play it.

i am going to drown in my sorrows tonight.
fcuk lah dont feel like blogging already. i am damn fked up RIGHT NOW. bye! Sheryl come tag me leh. LET ME VENT ALL MY ANGERS OUT. Fk.

Dont ask me why, i just feel like posting this.

There are two kinds of light - the glow that illumines, and the glare that obscures.

2009-10-11T01:21:00.009+08:00

SATURDAY

His high endeavors are an inward light that makes the path before him always bright.

I had only 6hours of sleep again. And im wodering how did i survived, six hours is not alot okay! Due to the normal body clock i have, by right i should have felt lethargic. Amazingly, i dont at all. Mom was getting all ready, all prepared. So does my sis. And my sis bragged to me that they're going to Fullerton. Like w-h-a-t. The whole house was mix with 4 different kinds of perfume. (mom, sis, bro, me) My hair was another smell. (2 different sprays for two different effect) And it's hell stiff. So pratically, i dont touch my hair coz its feels like wire.

Went over to ClarkeQuay to meet A. We were super hungry ttmax, so Subway next! What a waste. But it's really growling there, lol. Parmeson's bread gone, and i realised Honey oat tastes nicer. Sometimes it's the alternative that make it better. Ok next.

Shopped for Sean's birthday present and there's n.o.t.h.i.n.g at Central at all for him. He is a young boy, but not exactly young that a chocolate or whatsoever would make him have a wide smile. Hmm boys boys, difficult to buy something at this age. More Than Words was the only place for a gift. You know there's nothing in Central at all. In short, it's pretty boring there. So we got him something cute and useful and tht the minimal amount to use Nets wasnt enough, A randomly picked 4 of this to sum it all up. Haha andrew, one of them it's with me. (i dont think you know, lol)

Finally it's all wrapped nicely, so lovely.

Supposed to cab over to Furama, but we took bus instead. Thank god we didnt take cab, because it's just a 5mins walk away. Lol. Bus stop was just two bus stops away. After looking at that tower, to confirm, to re-confirm, to re-re-confirm again.. We went to ask the Concierge. This china man here is a tourist, searching for directory.

Having some indian dance performance. I like their music! Very nice, really.

After many rounds of confirmation, we finally reached the hotel that fktard kept walking rounds and rounds of closed shops. Like as if after we walk, it'll start opening or so. Waited there for Prawn & Family, finally they reached and off to Tiffany's! Everyone went to attack the Salmon first. Their family tradition, HAHAHA!

Many people tried convincing me how nice salmon is. Even my mom kept forcing me to eat that but i tried once, i spit it all out and thats my first and last time. So now, today, i tried it again. And still, it tastes so raw (hah it's raw i know)! After having about 5 slices, i gave up. It really tastes horrible. The chef there went over to replace it many times because just plainly our table, we took alot alot alot. You realised my sauce doesnt have wasabi? Tricia, i think only we eat it like that. Haha. Then some people put lots of wasabi, i thought he was crying. Hor Andrew?

This was the all time favourite. So in order to save time by dipping it one by one, we took at cup and let the choco leaked into it and we can slowly dip it when we go back to our tables.

They looked damn nice and fresh but i like none of them. Hate the sotongs especially.

After two hours plus of dining, they headed to AMK for arcade and we cabbed over instead. Chinatown having bright lights on streets, like always. But what's the event?

Oh i suddenly remembered that my plurk says " I hope i can cab to everywhere today, (puppy eyes to andrew) ". And that kpo saw it, so embarrassing. So he kept saying " I thought you wanted to show me puppy eyes? " -.- I didnt showed puppy eyes and i could still cab. Why? Coz i kup $5 what! Dont mention that the total fare was about $20.

Daytona next! I came in 3rd among all 6! Pro pro pro.

(actually i came in 3rd in the first round, when there's only 3players. LOL!)

Bussed home and i saw a bickering couple infront of me. The girl was really furious and kept scolding the guy like as if he's a dog. And that guy still bothers to talk to her in a nicely manner. The quarrel lasted about 20mins. (maybe longer? idk because im in the bus for only 20mins) Poor boy, got shamed by his girlf infront of so many people. Girls nowadays are tigress.

It's amazing how much i hated salmon and im craving for it now.

Weird.

(on the phone, bye!)

P/S : The peck on the lips.

Seize the opportunity by the beard, for it is bald behind

2009-10-10T01:00:00.012+08:00

Summing up, it is clear the future holds great opportunities. It also holds pitfalls. The trick will be to avoid the pitfalls, seize the opportunities, and get back home by six o'clock.

Haha i realised that i've upload the picz and i minimize the window till i forgotten that im supposed to blog till Nat says "I AM WAITING FOR YOU TO UPDATE LEY!" on msn. Fierce car, but nevermind i like! Just hung up with B and im gonna shower soon after my update. Some pictures when i was mugging and doing my damn ART (that andy warhol shit thing, hate you hate you! really hate artistes! because without them, i guess we wont have it now).

Thai express with B on wednesday and... I hate thai foods ttmax. But i think the rice damn cute. Haha. Kay, suaku.

THIS IS THE OWNING THING. FROZEN YOGURT FROM J.CO FTW!

(you realised the big hole in the middle? coz someone at that whole lump up! horrible!)

Finally i took some pictures today. But seriously it's equivalent to me not taking any. Coz it's rather nonsenstical. But heck, better than nothing. So today that BASTARD decided to meet at Cityhall. I am so sick of it that i can remember every single thing that Suntec Tower 1234, Marina Sq, Raffles City has. Bored to tears. So he decided to change location to: Hougang. WORSE STILL. And maybe he got kissed by a fairy, suddenly so nice. Cabbed over to my place to look for me, totally unexpected. So thank God i was preparing halfway, if not i'll feel so dui. Imagine putting on make up wearing outting shirts and u're at home for hours!? I dont like that. Went to look for him at the lobby and that krazyneighbour i have was downstairs and SHE TALKED TO ME. So me pretended that i didnt hear and walkaway, she followed me. Nice one. Police officers was outside her place when i went down, so i supposed they're looking for her. At that point of time, i wished i had a gun on my hand. Seconds later, he finally arrived.

So over @ my place with my messy cupboard. Apparently the clothes dropped out from my cupboard. It's bursting soon. Gonna throw some away soon. But some were left untouched! Who wants? I didnt wear them before. Gonna reuse, reduce, recycle. Environmental friendly :) We played some lame stuffs and HE FART IN MY ROOM, nice one right? He attempt to steal my earrings and when i did my mask, he kept touching it DISRUPTING THE PROCESS OF IT. I wished he just got slapped for being so lame and cocky.

Rot till the fungus came out, we decided to go to Hougang Mall. Like yeah, boringgggg. But we went there coz we're really starving! I wanted to eat Pasta Mania, he decided not to. So LJS instead. Ouh ya, this is new lilac nails. Haha actually the more i see, i dont find it nice. But hush.

The cheese there is d to the e to the c l-i-o-u-s.

But Passion fruit green tea is now my new favourite.

Someone said he doesnt want to eat LJS, he wanted Pepper lunch. When i finished my lunch, he said he doesnt want Pepper Lunch anymore. (but thank god coz I HATE PEPPER LUNCH!! i think it's quite smelly) Different people, different taste. Consumer preference my dear. The most infuriating part is, HE DECIDED TO HAVE PASTA MANIA. Nice one lah, made me waste my $ on LJS. Haha but worth it coz his food tastes like shxt.

Saw Rowe & Nat they all at Hougang Mall too! Coincidence. Bought wrapper to wrap the present for Cass! So i had no choice because i need scotch tape, i had to get the whole roll of it. Like 6 in a bundle? Then borrowed scissors and wrapped. Cass, please love me.

Cabbed over to Yishun next. Hah cabfare was O.O! Im with Citibank's son, so nehmind. Right b.Itch? 925 next and DEB WAS HOT AND FURIOUS. Haha totally funny. Marc said he has yet to receive his pay from camp, B decided to check his too. But he dont know and he cant. Why? Because too much cash inside, dont know whether is't transferred. How i wished i can be like him. If only my bank has this amount.. Hahaaaa, i will say goodbye to my phone and Hi N97, Hi Laptop, Hi everything that i dont have it now. ( Its S$13527.53 if the picz is too blurrr ) Unlimited and soon will still be a three digit amount, this is how infuriating it is.

Home next and i was freezing inside. Sometimes i really hate my phone. But texts just made me smile real hard and make me fall in love with it all over again. Sean's Birthday tomorrow at Furama Hotel! Contemplation in progress. So glad that my bro isnt going! REALLY GLAD. You must be thinking that im a mean sister. Wait till you know what he did, you would want to kill him as much as i want to too. Trust me. I am speaking no nonsense.

Okay WHAT WILL TOMORROW BE LIKE!? Sometimes its good that im actually looking forward. Coz i dont usually bothers what's coming, what's not. Because i live in a cycle. Ok but i guess i know that if i dont sleep and shower now, my mom would storm out from her room and start all the nagging which would be able to give me a split headache.

You know what? You suckz. YES YOU!

钟健，你去死吧你是个王八蛋！我很想咬你也是！

哈哈哈。

P/S: I knew what's larger than life.

When one tears away the veils and shows them naked, people's souls give off such a pungent smell of decay.

2009-10-08T18:59:00.006+08:00

Upturned toward the sun, eyes closed. That color and warmth I see and feel is the soul on fire. If only it remained when again my eyes opened.

H A P P Y

Because everything's over now, y'knw.

No need to stress about anything, y'knw.

And that i can have all the excuses for not doing anything, being aimlessly, y'knw.

And that i can party all night and need not go home early, y'knw.

I can do whatever i want without any verbal consent, y'knw.

I can ton whenever i want, y'knw.

Hah not like as if it makes a difference. I did all those like always, lol. I merely said that just for the sake of feeling so carefree. Bcoz i am in the good mood right now. I felt so relieved. Like as if i just let a hot air balloon off the sky. Hah that's my nonsense. I nearly freeze to death in the hall please, despite wearing the jacket. I dreamt of something which was damn dumb. Not going to say. Intervals of 5hours, i did nothing but having my pocky, hello panda, mp3, handphone. Jeanin and Weicong taught me verbally. I can absorbed that more than using my vision because my brain has been switched off. And thanks to you guys, i made good use of all my resources that i've known. Pretty much contented. But will it score or not, it's another thing. Okay i know my limits, it wont.

I am lazy to upload picz for yesterday because i didnt took much and that, i cant find the cable and the bluetooth connection. So.. Next time then. Nothing exciting happening these days too. Posts became wordy, but it doesnt really matters. Who really reads it anyways? I feel like changing my blog url, but i am lazy to ask humans to relink me and so on. How? Because now that A saw whatever i wrote, i feel so embarrassed. Next time i cant badmouth him anymore. In the previous post, i said "It feels good chatting with A." So he said "Who's A? OH YOU MEAN ME AH!?" Like what.... Haha i sounded as if im one of his stalker or whatever. But hell no.

Okay i am trying mixpod now instead of myflashfetish. Because the songs there are all very lag. Thus, it brought some annoyments to my listening of songs. Mom's cooking spag now, WAITING FOR HER TO FINISH COOKING. I am starving. Without forgetting, 10pm Channel 5! The Polo Guys. (idk what name, but it's about Nat ho, Adrain Pang & WATER POLO! ^.^) Laughs, Ken told me that Lex was in the hospital (again and again and again and again). So there's nothing to worry about, being surprise anymore. Like usual, motorcycle. So i laugh out loudly because i heard that he tore his jeans and the way they described it's effing hilarious! HAHAHA.

me love my purple nails, haha random.

kay gotta go nao, byebye!

ANDREW CHENG,

REMEMBER TOMORROW.

P/S: Dont be a stunner.

2009-10-08T01:42:00.003+08:00

I feel so naked. Because A saw my blog. Gosh.